[Second Filter]
Personally, I was molded and raised to be a monster from a very young age. A controlled weapon, which is why I'm able to control things like that though sometimes even I snap. I think the point is that you try to become the better person...even if you don't feel as if you ever get there, the way I sometimes do.
I was taught to compartmentalize, and I use that even now. If you ever want to discuss things in person, I'm available - and perhaps I can help you learn to face it. Believe me when I say I have no right to judge another's actions, so you needn't fear any persecution on my part.