I know. But I also know I can't help in him becoming dead. So right now, we do this a step at a time to just get through the pain and through the day so that when he's dead, you can get past it.
I wish I could bring him here for you, but... doppelganger doesn't mean control of the Seal unfortunately. I guess just.. hold onto knowing how he would help you? What he would say... maybe he's not here physically, but he's still a part of you, he's still in your heart.