Lexi
I am not taking Emily out of the complex until the bastard is dead and gone. Myka has been here helping, as has Claudia. I am trying to embrace it, but there are times when it just gets so overwhelming and all I want to do is run away.
Sometimes I really don't know about that. There is evil inside of me, I was evil, or rather insane for a good century there. Yes I gave up my life to save one I care about, but does that one act really redeem someone who kills without mercy? Who enjoys killing?
I know I will never be over it. The only difficult part is how to move past it, how to not let the pain control me. That is the part I struggle with because my emotions consume and control me.