Helena
So you don't let him play into it. You keep that child close to you with friends you know can help you and you hold on to this feeling.
I know about pushing and breaking. I've saved Stefan from making himself a monster more than once and I will again if it needs done. And I will help you because you're a good person. You know you are.
You're not gonna get over your loss. You shouldn't if you're human. But you have to get past it. No matter what psycho boy does.