Lexi
That's the thing, I can't Lexi. My daughter was murdered. I failed her and I built a time machine to change it and still failed. And he knows Christina will always be the one thing I can't defend myself against. I can't process the grief and it has destroyed me. I almost ended the world because of it.
I am a murderer, it is part of me, and he knows that. And he will play into it. And now I suddenly have another child and I am completely petrified that he will find out about her and take her from me. I can't handle that. I can't handle being a mother again when a wound struck one hundred and twenty years ago is still raw and bleeding.
I can't, Lexi...if he pushes, I will break. And I don't think I can come back from that mindset again. I am not that strong.