Re: Kitty
No, I don't. I won't lie and say that I do. There are things that you can do to get instincts and urges under control, though. There are numerous mutants that have had animalistic instincts and they manage to control them for the most part. I'm sure that it's extremely difficult and takes work, but I believe that you could do it. You're aware of the difference in yourself and you obviously seem to legitimately not want to react and feel those instincts. Would you be willing to try and work with Piotr or me to try and see if we can help?
It seems that there was a lot of things wrong in your world. Two wrongs don't make a right, though. That's something that I don't think that old man will ever understand.
It all sounds like a nightmare. I understand why you'd want to wish all of that away. I understand why you feel the way that you do about your mutation. I'm sure that if I were from the same time and place as you....I might feel the same, but the truth of it is though my world isn't perfect it's not that bad. This isn't much of a comfort, but you're not there. You may not get the chance to be completely normal here, but you get the chance to keep who you were, not be on the run, and maybe learn how to live with your mutation until Christmas rolls around...if wishing it away is what you really want to do. I know that nobody knows how long they'll be here, but it's an opportunity I don't think you should waste. I'm sure that the world you're from leaves you with a lot of baggage that you carry and you can't just leave everything that happened behind you, but here people seem to be more open. And if you're a freak...or a monster then you're not alone. I'm one too if that's the case. I can't say whether or not the way you were raised was a lie. If you had a good upbringing isn't that all any parent wants for their child? The person you are isn't gone, he's still in there, its a matter of letting him out while learning to deal with your mutation too. It's a real shame about your world, I wish I could say or do more to help, but I don't think there are enough words.
I know Logan...wow. He's a good example of having at least some control too. Why would your adoptive father have reason to lie about knowing him?