1. ...do you mind if I borrow your fiance once in a while for stuff like being escorted to get groceries and crap if things don't settle down here again? I asked Clark and he said it was fine and it was so weird and...no. I'm pretty sure it's no good for either of us. I'm thinking we're going to have to cut each other out entirely, at least for a while, if either of us wants to be able to move on. Not that I'm ready to, but
2. I broke my only rule and I sat down with the boys last night when they wanted to watch you. So I've seen Chess, now. For what it's worth, I was on your side the wholThat kinda makes things awkward for me being friends with Sv I hate asking you this even more now than I would've before seeing it, but you're the one person here I know I can trust.
So...what if I never get sent back again, Florence? What if I never see Ethan again. I waited three years before I let go of Clark and that wasn't long enough and now things are weird between us and I'm all alone. How long do I wait for Ethan? I mean..I love him, I love him so much, but...if I never go home am I supposed to be alone forever? Or is it, like, sort of like when a spouse dies? I hate even thinking like this but...being alone in this place is a million times worse than being alone in the real world and I can't help wondering. I needed to bounce it off my bestie.