You don't get it, I'm trying to beat this. My father keeps telling me I'm taking the easy way out by not trying to get the Force back, as if it's comfortable, as if I'm taking some kind of vacation. I miss having it, without it I feel like...like everything's just gone silent or like I've lost a sense. I'm not letting myself get my power back because that would be the easy thing, to let myself feel safe again. You remember finding that orphanage right? Isn't it better to maybe be a little paranoid than to risk that?