I'm not sure yet. That's something you and I are going to have to figure out together.
Lexi told me about you. I used to have a blood addiction problem myself, so I can understand your situation on some level. I know it's hard. I know it can change you entirely and I know that it can force you to hurt people, even people that you care about, even though you don't want to. It's not easy to deal with and it's even harder to give it up, but it absolutely has to be done if you plan on surviving.