Whoa, why are you telling me all I can't imagine it does...and for what it's worth, I used to be just like him a few years once upon a time. Like bad. Luckily Dex neverDidn't matter since he was f He's young, Quinn, he will change. I'm thirty-one years old and I'm still growing up, actually. He'll mature and cut the shit eventually, it's just up to you if you know deep down that he really doesn't mean it and if you do, then you just have to be patient.
As for Clark even Superman has his flyou'd be surp, I got lucky. Really lucky.
She's not better, Quinn, she's different and she's from a different reality. Beth is happy and healthy, right, and Puck is still with you. Mine left me in the dust as soon as he found out about the baby, even before he knew there was two of them. So, you should count yourself lucky in that sense.
Why is it, exactly, that you think you're a terrible mother? Because I'm betting it's all in your head just like me thinking that my son hates me because he used to cry whenever I talked. You're not a bad person, Quinn, you're a teenager. It's fucking hard to be a teenager, never mind one with a child. It gets easier.
I think you still need to, though. Even if he doesn't get it...it'll be out there and off your chest, at least. The fact that he'd hug you and buy you something pretty just shows that he cares enough to acknowledge it even if he might not understand it and that's something in and of itself.
I'm not entirely comfortable with leaving the boys with people right now because they're so little, but you and Beth are more than welcome to come over and we can fire up my new Netflix subscription and find some movies or we can talk, that's fine, too. I'm always good with that. Plus, I've never met Beth and I'd really love to. I bet she's adorable if she looks anything like either of you two :)
You sound like me at the end of my pregnancy. This place is stressing you out and watching your show isn't helping. It's not crazy, it's just stress. It, too, shall pass.