Oh, god no. No I don't think you are. I mean even when I was mad about it, it was probably more at him than you, cause he flirts with everyone. Everyone. And he says he doesn't mean it but y'know. It doesn't help. Also you're with Superman, which is pretty much the be all and end all of perfect guys, right?
I don't think you're out to home wreck. But I watch that woman do my life better than me, with Puck, with my kid, and I look at here and I'm not happy. I mean I pretend to be, but...I don't know Darcy, I haven't felt good about myself in months. Even before the stupid with the show, I just...
I'm a horrible person. I'm a terrible Mom, I'm dating a guy who flirts with everyone under the sun and lets face it, I'm pretty much an unmitigated bitch. And I think I'm kinda getting that finally.
Its not patronizing, but I couldn't. I couldn't sit down with him and tell him all this, he wouldn't get it. He'd hug me, he'd buy me something pretty, he wouldn't get it.
Can we do something Tuesdays? For like, the next week or so till it Hiatuses. We can get sitters and do movies, so I'm not in the apartment. Or do you not wanna leave the boys yet. I could bring Beth over and we could just talk and you could physically restrain me if I go for the TV.