Clark
You are so perfect, you know that? I thought you were going to get mad at me or like think I was trying to break up with you (which I'm not, for the record). But you get it at least that's what it seems like.
I just don't want...to fuck this up. I really care about you and you're so good to me, Clark; you're good for me. While we're being honest, I'm kind of afraid you won't like me as much once I have the babies because then I'm like less vulnerable or s
That's really what this is though? Just, you know, until the babies are born? Because...I'm worried that if, once they're born, I keep living with you, it's going to ruin our relationship because you'll never get any sleep and you'll have no privacy...and neither will I, for that matter
...sorry for the novel...I probably should've brought this up in person but I was kind of scared you'd hate me or something and I couldn't have taken seeing that.