You're right. I would prefer in the future that you didn't.
You should be, because I wasn't going to; we would have all gotten out of there alive, but you fucked it up. How can you look at yourself in the mirror, Ava? I can't look at myself and I did what I had to do to save someone I was in love with, not to be a self-serving, cowardly little bitch.
I don't get you, you know that? I really don't. You want people to think you're dangerous and bad ass and shit but do you know what I really see, Ava? I see a terrified little girl who knows she's a freak just like me and she couldn't deal with the guilt anymore. If you'd done the right thing, you wouldn't have felt the need to apologize, drunk or not, and sure as shit not reiterate it when you're sober.
I feel bad for you. I really do.
But that said...I would really love it if we could just part ways, now.