Ruby
No..it isn't like I could have done anything to fight it. I remember trying. It didn't work.
He's my best friend. But I care about what you both think of me believe it or not. I want want to make you uncomfortable or upset. I do, but does it mean we can't be friends at all? I know how lucky I am if I get out of it, at the same time it's my own fault. I know that. I've accepted that. I'm not looking for Sam to find a way out for me. I think he knows that too. I've told him before that if he can't it's okay. I've been doing my own research too and coming up dry so far..