I suppose it's different when your life expectancy hits eighty years, if you're lucky. And it isn't as if, even with the shorter lifespan, humans are known for being faithful. But I'm never going to be a whole other person, no matter what happens.
I don't know. I shouldn't even be thinking of these things now. Really, I should just be happy with things how they are. I've just had a lot of time with it all sitting in my head and now that there's actually a chance, I guess it's all kind of coming to the surface. It's silly, I know.