Oh, my God, sweetie...are you okay? I mean, I know you're not, but you know what I mean? Go home. Definitely go home. I can ask Sam if he'll let you join in on our lessons — he's giving me private lessons after the babies are born since I can't really do anything other than watch. I'll be back in a few days and we can talk more then, if you want to get it out, you know? I'm so sorry...
A little off-subject, but...I think you forgot to filter this, sweetie...the last thing you need is a nasty coming in here and making you feel worse!