Booth
From what I gathered, I was trying to convince the angels to give me some kind of loan? I don't know.
I thought that the loan would get Adam out of hell somehow, the way the angels got Dean out, and I guess I reached the conclusion that they wouldn't give it to me because I had demon blood in me or something. Kind of moved on to me trying to get rid of the blood, which made me come off as suicidally insane.
And Adam broke yesterday, which is why I started drinking in the first p I don't want to talk about that