Allana
I know that's what i think I need to do but it has to be fast. i can already tell it's going away and pretty soon I'll be acting just like Sam is. I'll just need more. I already do, but i can still think right now.
i still don't think it was wrong. i'd do it again, but different, more carefully. I went too fast and I screwed it up, if I'd been more careful it'd be fine but like this it won't work. that's all it is. I'm still stronger than he is, I just screwed up