Needy
I am glad you do not have to run, here. It would be unfortunate for you to have to continue to flee, especially considering what you did was required of you. Allowing them to live would have likely had far worse consequences for your world, and as a result you should consider yourself more than a 'screw up'. Were you in a world such as my own I believe that would have been considered 'heroic' and potentially earned you a great deal of honor.
I am greatly appreciative of the fact that I arrived lacking in bloodstains.
If you are certain. I suspect the company would be welcome.