As far as what going to Vegas was supposed to be about goes? Yeah. It is.
You know what? I've got enough to deal with right now without throwing every single person here on the short list of what I've gotta do. I can't take on that much responsibility.
I can't make promises like that. It's not something I can promise 100% that I won't do. I'm not willing to save my own ass over rest of the world, so if it comes down to it? I'm saying yes. So sue me if I don't want to listen to advice that's basically just 'don't do it no matter what', or if I don't want to lie when I say I won't.
I'm not doing it just because I feel like it, or anything, it's not like it's something I look forward to, but sooner or later someone's gotta do something, and at the moment it's the only plan there is. So it stays on as a possibility until we have a better plan. End of story.