Why am I pissed at you? You're fighting an apocolypse and ignoring the people that have been dragged here to fight it with us bar the one you're currently screwing, you're pushing away all responsibility while still playing at being a martyr and oh yeah, you're breaking my husbands heart every time you refuse to promise not to go the angel route. You don't take advice from Cas or Anna and you just don't seem to care about anything outside the little bubble of 'What Dean decides is the right thing' And its stupid.