Maybe. Maybe not. I was darker once and I dealt with it. Or internalized it, same difference. Maybe I could have done the same thing here.
Therapy? You smug son of a bitch. I don't need thdamnit, still can't l ...But y'know what, you're right. It's also not healthy for me to sit here screaming at you, so for once I'm going to do the smart thing even though every bone in my body is screaming at me to do something stupid.