Jacen
Oh I know it was me. Maybe I had everything working against me, but I still made the choice to give in. Maybe it wouldn't have happened without him, maybe it would have taken longer, maybe it just would've manifested differently, whatever. Doesn't matter now. I still made the choice and I'm going to spend the rest of my life trying to figure out how to reconcile that and keep going.
But right now I'm okay. I'm sharp. And right now I need the damn Force back, Jacen. Doesn't matter what I'm going to do with it. I just need it back.