I mean, I respect the guy. Only other gunblade specialist in the entire Garden system, and he's just as good as me. Maybe better, if I lose focus. But he got everything I wanted. People always loved him, even when he was just this antisocial, brooding asshole that tried to drive everyone away. Meanwhile there I was working my ass off to make everyone love me and I had maybe two real friends in the entire place. They were good friends and I totally took them for granted and was a dick, but I've always been a hell of a lot lonelier than I let on and seeing a guy like that get everyone just pissed me off so much and I really wish I could stop typing now.