Cade
Right, you're right. That's how it happened to Vader, isn't it? The prophecy about Padme. It's just, I know Alema lies, she already tried to kill me once back home, so I get that she's a dumb person to listen to, but she sensed something in me, darkness. It could have started here when it wouldn't have at home. When I was possessed, it was only for a couple minutes, but the demon said it would give me something and now...I remember things, not just in my head, muscle memories too, how it feels to crush someone's windpipe, that sort of crunch and pop, and the last place dried blood hides even after you've washed your hands. Alema could be trying to use the truth with the whole tainted thing.
How do you deal with it? The dark thing? I mean, if that's okay to ask. You use some of it but you don't feel sith exactly and if you've been mass-murdering or starting galactic wars you've been remarkably subtle about it. If it happens I could just manage it however you do. You aren't a bad person