"Yeah," he muttered in agreement without moving from the same spot. "I'm aware of that."
At what Enjolras said next though, he finally lifted his head to look over at him, expression disbelieving. "I know you not five minutes ago all but accused me of being self involved and I am happy to agree, but I really don't see how you think I would miss your wedding for my own selfish reasons. One has nothing to do with the other. And I want to be there. To laugh at you when you say something foolish if nothing else." There was the unwelcome though that Enjolras would prefer he didn't attend, but he let that go. He knew his friend would only feel that way with a repeat of last night. And he thought, hoped, he could avoid anything quite like that again.
Now that he was sitting up he did the same as Enjolras had, sinking back in to the cushions behind him. "I'm sorry. For worrying you. It wasn't what I meant to do I just..." He shrugged again because they both knew already. This was exactly how he'd been dealing with things for a long time now.