Initially, she stiffened at the feeling of someone touching her, not necessarily unwanted, but certainly unexpected. Once she realized who the arms circled around her belonged to, though, she relaxed, leaned into him. Still unable to speak, she just clung to him, holding onto the comfort she gained from him like a child.
She just sat that way with him for awhile, though she couldn't put an exact time limit on it at all. But eventually, finally, she managed to calm down enough to pull away slightly, wiping the tracks of tears away from her eyes. "I'm...sorry, I- thank you, Castiel." she whispered, her voice slightly hoarse from ll the crying. "I...I don't know what to do. I can't do this," she shook her head, determined not to start crying again. "I don't know what to do without him, Cas. He was my world and now he's gone and he's not coming back and I shouldn't be here either, but I am and I don't know why, I don't know why it would bring me here without him. It's not fair," A sound that could only be described as a hybrid of a sob and a gasp cut her off.