"Oh, I do. I really, really do," he assured emphatically. "And that's kind of the problem, see, because you're too close," his tone was lighter than the actual weight of his words, trying to find a balance because he wasn't trying to screw this up, but he felt it it had to be said. He licked his lips, less of a sexual action just then and one made in sync with his nerves, "Thing is...I don't mind it.... and that kinda scares me." Probably the most honest and vulnerable set of words that had ever passed the vampire's lips, and somehow he was okay with it, okay with admitting that to the demon.
"No," he shook his head, "just one." Eyes slipped shut as Crowley's mouth found his again and he pressed into the kiss, rolled his head to the side to give the demon easier access to his neck when he switched gears. Kol's hips rolled against Crowley's at the light teasing of teeth on his next and the pout could literally be heard in his voice when he spoke, "Don't be a tease."