"Harder to do when I can't see it." He said with a slight scowl, but it was true. When he couldn't see what was ahead of him it was hard to focus on any one thing. He didn't know how dolphins did it. Somehow they managed to focus in the black of the ocean on objects ahead, but Kon didn't have echo location..or did he? Maybe there was a way to use TTK like echo location. Project outward and see objects. "I'm trying." He was angry. Had all kinds of pent up energy and no direction to take it out on. "I let them down." It was hard not to feel guilt over everything.
He knew what Emma had said that there were all kinds of factors, but he blamed himself. He hated himself for it really. In his eyes there was no one else to blame, and he almost felt like he had no right to even say anything anymore.
He'd never been a fast learner when it came to his powers, but maybe when one was out the others would pick up the slack. Clark said something similar to that. Or maybe that. He couldn't remember. Everything had been a giant roller coaster of not so fun when he'd been injured. He didn't know how to adapt to it, and forcing it didn't seem to work either. "This is all just.." He didn't even have a word to describe how hurt he was aside from "bullshit."
But then he was quiet, trying to take the suggestion. He was just afraid of it backfiring especially while Clark was out. In the Fortress it'd meant a whole new level of pain and discomfort. One he'd nearly lost control of his other senses for.
One heart. His own. Steady beat.
Two.
Three. Four. Five.
His brows furrowed uncomfortably as they all surrounded him and closed in. "Stop!" He slammed a palm down at the edge of the bar and it splintered, but he was quiet again. One beat.
His own.
Two, his and Lois.
He could only hold it a few minutes longer before it threatened to pile up again, but the point was it wasn't impossible. "Two."