(ooc: my bad! But Edward's not going to push for details till he's ready to spill, she's got faith in what they have now and that's not changing. Kol's not going to get to her if she has her say.)
"Rational and computers has kept me sane for the longest time." Edward confessed. She revealed,"You should have seen me during my Bebop days, let's just say what people call quirky now would have had me seen as insane then." spilling another tiny part of her past. A few quiet tears escaped, while she was more rational and calmer her emotions were still on the edge. "Lucifer knew that jacket would be a sucker punch." she whispered as her fingers linked more into his. That was when a moment of sparkle bloomed, the real Edward came back. "May not be totally rational much less thinking right but want to get out of Lawrence for the weekend? Get some distance from that box among other things?" That was when she took a pretty big leap of faith and whispered into Endeavour's ear,"You're not in this alone either, you pulled me from the edge and I'll do the same in a heartbeat."