It wasn't as though he'd been the cause of Connor's pain, but he still felt a pang of responsibility for not getting there fast enough to prevent it in the first place. He hadn't seen the post go up until it was too late to really do much other than go and collect his friend. He'd been busy trying to help the victim's of Lucifer's latest global attack. Moscow would have been cool to see at some other time. But seeing all those displaced people really had put a damper on it.
When Lois hugged him at first he tensed. He tensed a lot. Touch hadn't been something he expected, or experienced a lot of lately. Since Allana had left not many bothered or tried, and he stopped pushing for it. But this was Lois. He knew her. She wasn't going to threaten him or hurt him. For a while he was just quiet as he let her talk and tried to regain his bearings on things.
Inside it felt like his mind simply wanted to tear itself apart from anger, every single warning bell was going off. But he knew Connor wouldn't have wanted that. It literally took every ounce of focus he had to keep himself together then. Finally he seemed able to hug her back and he just grit his teeth.
"Probably. He's weird like that.." Kon trailed off as he didn't even fight the embrace. "Gotta go back to Moscow soon. But I don't wanna leave."