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Caitlin Snow/Killer Frost (frostandsnow) wrote in wariscoming,

Of course he didn’t get her point, why would he? No reason to. “ Cas, I’ve been alive for centuries, more if you count, y’know...hell. But even what I think of time, its got to be nothing to do. But it means more up here than you probably can realise just yet. Humans, well they don’t have long. This, with me and Sam, even if we both survive this, we’ve got decades, maybe 50 years if we’re lucky. Then I lose him. So time actually means, kinda a lot. The rest do too; don’t get me wrong but it works together. It has to, don’t you see?”

Oh. Oh that was all he wanted? Someone with him at night, someone to talk to? Funny the things she didn’t think of now she actually bothered to pass time normally. “You...do know you probably should sleep now you’re human. You can get ill that way. They...you...need sleep.” In no way did she want to be mothering the millennia older than her former celestial but if he keeled over on her it’d probably look fairly suspicious.

“As for company though, you can have it, you just have to ask for it, for someone to talk to. I can’t imagine people will mind. You share the weight. You talk, you listen when they talk. Or do you think I only talk to Sam? You can talk to people and share company without the sex. Even at night. It isn’t just sex you know.” No, no she wouldn’t laugh at just how innocent the all powerful being could be, it wasn’t his fault, he just wasn’t used to life or anything it had to offer just yet. “How are you defining ‘with’ and who the hell sold you that load of crap. You can be ‘with’ whoever you want. You don’t need to have sex to share company, like I said. Also there’s a whole world of polygamous fun that some people are into, but y’know what, no...conversation for another time.”

He was just so damn innocent, every instinct she still had screamed at her to use it somehow, play it so what she wanted came out on top. But he was her friend, even if he didn’t know it, more than that, he was important to Sam. And he really just needed to think for once about what he wanted. She wasn’t sure if he ever had. If anyone had ever told him how.

“If you only focus on the fight you’ll lose your reasons. If it’s all you are, then what are you fighting for? Or do you expect not to come out of this. Is that it? Do you think you’ll get to die heroically and go back upstairs where you can be forgiven all your sins and have a whole other kind of life everlasting?”

Maybe asking that was crossing a line, she didn’t know, either way it was being asked.