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Tahiri Veila knows the price of pain (hrosha_gul) wrote in wariscoming,

He said that he could see, but really, Tahiri questioned that. She'd have questioned anyone, even him, thinking they knew what Jacen had really done, why, how, all such questions. Why they had both made those choices. Tahiri couldn't tell Anakin that a big part of why she had gotten involved was a misguided belief that she could save him. The idea of him taking on even a little guilt was too much to handle. And then there was the other stuff. Between her and Jacen.

Maybe she could, one day. Maybe after being broken again it was just one too many times. Only the days and months would be able to tell. "We'll see," she murmured. Oddly, it stung, the idea that Anakin had been close with someone else. So much had changed but the selfish part of her still didn't like the idea. "I might. Maybe." When it didn't hurt to see him.

'Us'. What a bizarre term, even for such a simple word. Tahiri let out a long, long sigh. "I don't know," she answered eventually. "I'm old now. Older anyway. And I'm not the girl you knew, not any more." She wanted to be. Force, she wanted to be. But she couldn't reverse time. As much as she hated it.