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Jacen Solo actually won the Ultimate Showdown (jeditraitor) wrote in wariscoming,

"Personally I kind of liked it. I was this earth warlord from the Roman Empire. He was quite the master tactician and politician. Just fell in love with some foreign queen and well, it didn't work out well for them." The Roman had given up so much for love. Jacen had given up love for...what he thought was a worthy cause. He knew now giving up Tenel Ka wasn't and would never be worth it. The Hapan Queen was selfless. She'd given up her heart, she'd walked away from love, she'd given her daughter to the guardianship of his family so she wouldn't be in danger and she was trapped in Hapes with nothing but the occasional visit from her cousins or holos from Allana.

"Its difficult, being a family man. You did it well, don't worry. I guess I should have learned to your example." It had to have been harder for Han than he knew. Losing Chewie, Losing Ani, and then him of course. "But my past, your future, theres no changing it. You can change the view of the past but not the thing itself. There's no point in thinking about it. No point driving yourself mad."

"No griping. We'll use this holiday as a new start. All of us. Probably mostly me, lets face it. But we have a family here, we lost Cade, Tahiri, Grandad. But we've got a family, and we're got friends, good people. So lets not throw the chance away huh." Jacen knew what this was, why Han had called him here. "You wanted to meet with me first right, try to catch up, try to get to know me. You and me, we were never as close as you and Jaina or you and Ani. I was always more like Mom up until..."

He trailed off, not wanting to go against his own word. "Ask away, anything you want to know. Open book, one night only." And it really was one night only, for someone so able and willing to slip into the minds of others there was a lot about him he didn't talk about. Jaina and Tenel Ka sometimes broke through the shields but even then. He needed his secrets a lot of the time.