There were times Rose hated Lawrence, KS. The times when she watched innocent people die and knew what had caused it, even if the locals didn't. And the times that her friends were put in danger, or when she was in danger. And there was waking up with boy bits. That part was unpleasant.
But suddenly, she didn't hate it quite so much. Maybe the stupid bloody seal knew what it was doing after all.
"I don't know that, Doctor," she reminded him, searching his eyes. "I don't because you pushed me away. Whether for noble or selfish reasons, you pushed me away. You didn't want me around anymore. Of course I don't know that because there I told you how I felt and yet..."
Now it was her turn to experience the spinning head. It was the most honest he'd ever been with her and yet a part of her just wanted him to take it all back. The world had a habit of taking good things away from her. She was blinking back tears, refusing to let this man see her cry yet again. He'd seen it before and all it had gotten her was a one way trip back to the place she'd fought so hard to leave. "It could have been you. It should have been you. You don't want to see me die, remember? Never mind how many times I've seen you die, never mind that!"
Her voice was growing in volume and she had to stop and check herself. This wasn't something she wanted anyone running in on. "All I wanted was you."