He was adoreable, she decided, skating over to join him, It bothered him and yes it bothered her that they couldn't just admit what they had, but for so many reasons, not least what Lilith would do to her if she knew, they really couldn't. It had to be like it was. For now. Soon Lilith would be dead and Sam would be...
She stared for a few moments, imagining it, how amazing he would be, how strong, how regal and how worthy. She was right. The plan was right. How could it not be.
"Dean will always be suspicious of me. Thats Dean. But you need to do this, to go with him. Because he's your brother, because you need him and he needs you. The thing that bothers me most about his opinion of me?. I hate being the one to come between you. So this, you going with him. Its good"
She gave him a wry smile, no one could see her like he did, she didn't let them, she'd never let them. She had never intended to let Sam in so much.
"...Do you want to go again or just..." she pointed back to where their shoes were stored. "...It bothers you doesn't it, seeing other couples, seeing them happy and in public."