"Don't you ever do that to me again," he seethed, kicking the knife away for good measure. "I'm pissed, Ruby. I'm disappointed in you and I'm upset and rather than letting me deal with that, you're shoving knives into my hand and putting me at that same fucking fork in the road that we were standing at before? No." Sam pointed at her, shaking his head angrily. "You're gonna help me kill that son of a bitch. Prove you're still with me, that you weren't doing it because you're tempted to go running back to him the second he offers you something better than what I can give you." It was an insecurity he had. Sam hadn't worried about it much before because Azazel had been dead. Ruby wouldn't have to go running back to him. But now that he was alive and well again and knowing that Ruby had so many connections with him, he couldn't help but feel it. So terribly insecure and he didn't know how to make that feeling go away. Her lying had only made it all the more worse. "Prove it to me. Until then, I don't have anything to say to you." Nothing good, anyway. One day ago Sam had been sitting on Adam's back porch, worrying over how to propose to Ruby. Now he didn't even know if he was gonna be able to look her in the eye without feeling angry anymore. Fucking Azazel. Back from the dead a few weeks and he was already screwing everything up. How did he always manage it, without fail?
Glare still fully intact, Sam didn't dare look away from Ruby. He needed her to see how much this had upset him. Sam didn't know how much good it was going to do either of them, but her understanding that this was the only thing in the world that could break them apart was important to him. She should have gotten it the first and second time around. In fact, most people would have chosen to walk by this point. If she hadn't learned by now, she never would. The only thing that was keeping Sam from walking out of their apartment right now was the knowledge that she had possibly (because he was still skeptical) kept everything hidden out of concern for him and his family rather than her own twisted, demonic reasons. That and the offer to help. If Ruby actually pulled through and helped him take Azazel down...
It'd be a big step in the right direction. He needed this. They needed this, for the sake of their relationship. "I have to warn everyone to stay away from Samuel," Sam said coldly. "I think we're done here."