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Tweak says, "I hate celery!"

legendarymarian (legendarymarian) wrote in wariscoming,
@ 2010-05-09 19:24:00

Entry tags:

marian fitzwalter, much, robin hood

WHO: Marian, Robin and Much
WHAT: A conversation after Zach's fun and games
WHEN: Early Afternoon
WHERE: Both apartments
RATING: TBA

Marian stared at her netbook, taking a few deep breaths. They had woken up next to each other and then avoided each other since that moment. She couldn't stop the intense feeling of guilt that was running through her. She knew it wasn't her choice, whoever decided to play that joke on them had done this to her, but she still couldn't prevent herself from acting as if it was her own choice. She hated herself and she wanted Robin to hate her too because she deserved it.

Closing over the netbook, she placed it on her bedside table and pushed herself to stand off the bed. They had locked themselves in seperate bedrooms and now that Robin had said they had to talk she knew she had no choice. She wanted to talk from pretty early on but knew he needed time to come to terms with what had happened as well as deciding he was in the mood for a discussion. So now that he was, she knew she had to move out into the living area before he thought she didn't really want to talk this through. She just hoped it went okay, they were meant to be married in two weeks time. She didn't want anything to stop it, too much had already.

Opening her door, she wiped at her cheeks to make sure they weren't wet. She didn't want him to see how upset she was just in case the mood he was in made him think she was putting it on. Brushing down her jeans, she kept taking deep breaths as she walked into the living area, going straight to the window as she looked out at the people passing by. Just waiting.

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legendarymarian
2010-05-13 10:05 pm UTC (link)

She jumped at the yell, not expecting that. How could he act like that to her when she wasn't the only guilty one here. She wiped away the tears and turned to face him, ready to tell him exactly that. He could not talk to her like that when he himself had done the exact same thing with more people than she had. But he wasn't giving her a chance to say anything, her jaw dropping when he shot her down with his need for them to get along. How dare he! It was not like she had chosen to do this himself.

The second he mentioned Guy, her heart sank. He was linking this to what had happened with Guy? When he started to walk out, grasping his bow and arrow, she took a few steps forward. There wasn't much of a point in stopping him, she knew he needed this. Often when they were courting in Nottingham, if they argued the best thing to do was let him head out to shoot at a tree then talk to him after.

"Don't you dare leave this all on me, I'm not the only one in the wrong here. Just remember that whilst you're doing whatever it is you so desperately feel you need to do."

She moved to stand by the window again, her back to him. She had to tell him that, that he was being unfair. He was blaming her and she would not be blamed for something that they both took part in, even so unwillingly. She would wait for him to go before she let the tears flow more freely.

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iamrobinhood
2010-05-13 10:47 pm UTC (link)

Robin was halfway out the door when she spoke, and he hesitated briefly. Did she honestly believe he was not aware of that? A larger part of his anger was directed at himself, than at her or Much. And all of it really belonged on the head of whoever or whatever was behind this.

But, he was far too angry just then to be able to do more than realize that leaving to cool down was the best option. He might be tempted to say more if he looked back at her, so he stepped into the hall and shut the door firmly behind him.

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