Grey M. (grey) wrote in voicesinmyhead, @ 2007-06-25 08:39:00 |
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Current music: | Luka Bloom - Freedom Song |
[open] Prompt 3 - What are your thoughts on love?
Language issues, as usual.
It terrifies me sometimes, what I feel for Haru, what I see in his eyes when he looks at me. Of all the people in the world he could love, why did he choose me? How could he really love me? I’m a moody temperamental bastard, insecure and neurotic, broken almost beyond repair. And yet he loves me anyway, flaws and all.
I love to watch him play, the way his hands move over his guitar, that soft, distant expression on his face when he’s totally absorbed in the music. I love the way he looks at me, that slight tilt of his head that makes his hair fall forward, that small smile he saves just for me. I love the color of his eyes, the way they're shaped. I love the curve of his cheek, the line of his jaw. The way he calls my name in passion. The black leather collar he wears around his neck, a constant visible reminder of just how much he trusts me. He’s so small, so fragile, I worry sometimes that I might break him.
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And then there’s what I feel for Griffen. Something dark and deep, twisted and primal. Love and hate so tightly bound it’s hard to distinguish between them. We fuck, we fight, the constant push and pull of anger and need, of tenderness and violence, acceptance and denial. He’s the anchor that keeps me sane, the rock that pulls me under. I need him like I need to breathe.
Comments, etc. welcome here.