Prompt #16- What moment from your life do you wish you could re-live again?
The last time I saw Findekano alive, was shortly before the start of the Nirnaeth Arnoediad, one of the major battles we fought against Morgoth. We met to discuss strategy for the battle; my forces would be coming in from a different direction from his, and he wanted to hold mine in reserve so we could strike hard once Morgoth's forces were already partly depleted. I argued that it was suicidal; even with all our forces combined we were still horribly out-numbered. I favoured joining the battle right from the start but Findekano could not be persuaded. We parted that night with harsh words between us, and I never saw him again.
Perhaps, if I could re-live that day again, I might have found some way to persuade him that his strategy was flawed. On second thoughts, he was as stubborn as myself so maybe that would not be so likely. Maybe instead I would have defied his instructions and joined the battle early instead of waiting for his signal. He would have been angry with me, but I'd sooner have him angry than dead.
At the very least, I could have told him that I loved him.