Schuldig (schu1dig) wrote in voicesinmyhead, @ 2007-09-15 19:10:00 |
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Entry tags: | prompt #11, schuldig |
Prompt #11: What do you want?
What do I want.
What don't I have? Or is this a different question from 'What do I need?'
It is, right? Or is this 'Does the crazy fucking telepath know the difference between want and need?' - because I really hate it when you ignorant dicks try to make me feel greedy for taking what I need because they think a normal guy needs, what, food, water, air and a place to take a dump now and then? That's pathetic. That's animal. i'm not that kinda feckless guy, I'm not that kind of meatsack, I'm not that small and fuck it if I'm not sick of all you white-coats passing judgment because if you were as fucking 'pure' with the difference between 'need' and 'want' in your own fucking life you'd be living in a field barefoot and wearing mud and reeds, sucking flower seeds and grunting at the fucking moon.
What do I want? I want a penthouse with a balcony garden and a poolside bar. Fuck it, bar in the pool. I want a perfect beer at the perfect temperature, right now, right here in my hand. I want absolute freedom, forever and ever, and I want to never have to do what I'm told unless I'm too fucking tired to decide what to do, in which case I want someone smarter than me to make a really easy to understand and painless to follow choice for me. I want quiet at night except when I want noise and lights. I want company except when I want to be alone, I want to be utterly known unless I want total privacy, and I want a new pencil, this one has someone else's tooth-marks in it. What the fuck is up with that?