plastic_penguin (plastic_penguin) wrote in visions_in_grey, @ 2004-08-20 22:18:00 |
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well hello i joined this.. cuz i loveeeeeee writing .. everything stories poetry.. everything.. i mostly write poetry.. but yea.. my name is heather.. im 14.. live in ohio.. this is the first poem i ever wrote.. and after this.. i never stoped writing them :-) tell me wacha think
The End 2-15-04
As she runs to the bathroom
Locks herself in
Looks at the razor
Wondering if she should again
Should she end it all now
Cut all she can
Just to see what happens
All in the end
Maybe pills will be better
It wont hurt as much
She dosent like the pain
But she is still tough
Theres so many ways to die
Which one has she chose
She closes her eyes
As she begins to doze
Saying her last good-byes
In all the notes she wrote
I hope they know i love them
She starts to feel afloat
Wondering what going to happen
She realizes this is not the way
Theres no way to stop it now
Its her time to pay
She tries to get up
But her body is numb
Now all she can say is
"I wish I wasnt so dumb"
She hopes to make it through
This terrible thing she did
She could just lie
But who would she kid?
She starts to drift away
And all she sees in light
Then all of a sudden
That light turns to night
As she lies on the floor
All her pain is gone
She couldnt take it anymore
Then her mom walks in and relizes hers has just begun