If only I could replace you! - By Lycanthropy
Sitting here remembering that day,
The day you left me here.
All alone in a world so empty.
I was so happy never showed any fear.
Now the thought of it, burns my eyes with tears!
Thinking of you, and dreaming of your kiss.
The smell of your perfume...
I whipped the fog off the mirror.
And you were there staring back at me.
So beautiful and free happily without me.
You tell me to forget the times that were true.
But every where I turn there is a picture of you!
Haunting me and following me,
There to remind me of the time
I wished it was me instead of you!
I looked at you,
as my heart skipped a beat.
I didn't know what to say,
I could hardly move my feet.
I told you how special you were to me,
And somehow I knew.
Somehow I felt these emotions were true.
Feelings of release, freedom happiness not despair.
Surprisingly enough
you felt this way too.
you kissed me, and whispered "I love you!"
Faded away, into the Mirror...
It feels as if that Years have passed.
Can not forget the day I wished it was me, instead of you!
Everything is so clear to me.
And I can see this as if it was yesterday.
When you looked into my eyes,
I could feel your soul peering into mine.
Sometimes when it was quite I could read your mind, you told me to get outta your head.
You made me laugh, no matter how I felt,
I thought that was magic, forget my past.
No matter what has happened to me, this is what will last, it was with you love I felt.
I just can't let go, and go on any more.
I feel as if the world has stopped,
And stared at me, I'm in the spot light.
Remembering that night I was filled with fright.
The lights flashed as so did my life.
everything got blurry as I ran to you.
The screams of brakes and noise fill my head,
I felt no fear as I raced to you.
I will never forget that sound of sirens,
The alarm of sound, your screams, and fear.
The smile on your face as you died in my arms.
Remembering what you said, "I will forever Love you!"
World of pain, anger and sadness is what I am delt.
From myself possibly, in a world without you,
I am left with just me.
Nostalgic with tears I think of your smile.
In my room,
I yearn for you, and your touch!
The simple things in life, I miss so fucking much!
I can't change the past, all I can do is dream.
Of those feelings, and what it was to me,
To have you so close, and hold, I Cherish.
I miss you so VERY much!
But if I had one thing to say, it would be...
I wish it was me instead of you !!
groggy
gloomy
irritated