DEREK.
I'm still teetering on the edge of mortified that I'm saying it to you when I know that I really shouldn't be right now, considering the last time I made my feelings clear to someone I was shut down. And not only that, but you're just as hot as he is.
It does make me feel a little better to know that. I'd like to go on walks more often because I have been feeling stressed out by this entire thing, but that is also to be expected since we're in hell. I'd like to do more than go on walks because I know what's underneath your shirt and oh my god that came out just as dirty as it is in my head and I did not want to share that with you at any point!