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Dean Winchester (hellsboy) wrote in vas_captio_rpg,

How often had this scene replayed since they'd gotten there. Dean under pressure of something and near the breaking point. Sam trying to talk sense and comfort him. As much as he hated chick flick moments it seemed like that was all this place allowed for them. It wasn't fair though. So one-sided. Dean always taking. Sam always giving. Though Dean would not have wished his brother in this situation for anything in the world just so that he could give something to Sam in return. Not a fucking chance.

"That's just it, Sam. I was angry. There was still nothing I could do. There is nothing we can do. We can't get out of here. It'll never happen." It wasn't until he'd spoken the words that Dean realized he'd finally given up that hope. He was sure now that he and everyone else here was going to die here after as much torture as they could stand. That was all there was to it. Dean shook his head.

No, he wasn't okay. That was for damn sure. He was so close to losing it completely that he had to force himself to blink, pull his gaze away from the window before he became vacant and empty, staring out into space. There was some kind of lethargic calm that settled over him as Sam put a hand on his back. It was like all the despair and everything else flowed right out of him. He was so exhausted and defeated. But he would not let anymore tears fall.

Dean lifted his eyes to his brother's face, their depths all but void of emotion. He felt sluggish and apathetic. He'd been overloaded and now there was nothing left to feel so his words took on an almost monotone sound when he next spoke. "The thing is, Sam, that's the problem. They want to almost kill me over and over until I go insane. I'm no good to anyone like that and you know damn well there is no way out. They killed Luna. I couldn't protect her. I couldn't even protect myself. If they kill you or Lexie -- or Shannon I really will go insane."