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Remy LeBeau ([info]ace_of_clubs) wrote in [info]vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-07-16 02:38:00

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Entry tags:!complete, day 15, location: barn, remy lebeau, the doctor (ten)

Who: The Doctor & Remy LeBeau
What: Ten didn't lie, but he didn't tell the truth.
Where: The Barn
When: Day 15, 9:58 p.m.
Rating: PG-13 - Angsty!
Status: Complete

Remy was a confident sort of man. He always knew what he was doing (or so he'd like everyone to believe) and never second guessed himself. He made his decisions and he stuck with them, as a rule. Of course, some rules were meant to be broken. And while he'd been sitting there on the couch across from L'Autre Docteur and Rose, he'd been completely and totally confident. The other Doctor had smiled at her and had watched her a few times, but nothing more. He hadn't held hands with her or tried to kiss her or said anything that would indicate any feelings beyond friendship. He didn't even look particularly pathetic around her, as lovers often did around one another. As he imagined Jack would, around The Doctor. No. The big-eared Doctor and Rose had been completely platonic, though they'd laughed and chatted and picked on one another (the banter was amusing, actually), they hadn't seemed like anything more than friends.

When the more solemn Doctor, with those puppy-brown eyes had shown up, the mood hadn't chaged at all-- but he had watched, he had studied, and he had very quickly learned everything that he needed to know, but it didn't show on his face or in his attitude while the four of them were together. He'd laughed, he'd jokes, he'd picked fun at 'John Smith', and he'd flattered Rose, as was his won't when women were involved. And even after they'd left, Remy had remarked on the earlier version of the Doctor, and on how nice Rose seemed, but he didn't say much more about the encounter. Instead, he busied himself with other questions, other yapping about this, that, or the other. He'd kept it very light hearted, and hadn't asked anything else for a time. It wasn't until the two were sitting together on the couch, just on the other side of their shared bed, that the Cajun drew in a slow breath  and turned red eyes onto the Doctor.

"You ain' tell me you was in love wit' her." Well, when he got to the point, at least he did it. No beating around the bush when he finally got down to it.


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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-07-16 05:49 pm UTC (link)
That damn journal. Remy remained where he was, stationary there against the Doctor's legs for a long moment, watching him sketch his birth place, before it finally got to him and he moved a hand away from the couch back suddenly, grabbed hold of the side of the book, and flung it away from them, a good ten feet, before it hit the ground and went sliding along the barn floor a few more feet, the journal still open, the pages flipping slowly in the breeze blowing through the drafty barn, until they stopped, flipped open to something blank. But Remy didn't notice, his eyes were locked onto the Doctor's brown set, eyebrows narrowed in some, but then that hand was coming right back down to the couch and resting there again.

"M' talkin' t' you. Don' do 'dat t' me. I 'serve more 'den bein' ignore'. Lookit me." It was a soft demand from the Cajun, who had every ounce of his attention focused completely onto the older man below him.

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[info]fromgallifrey
2009-07-16 06:02 pm UTC (link)
There was a heavy scratch of black that ran across the page as the journal was yanked from his hands, leaving the Doctor with nothing to hide behind. when he managed to look up at the Cajun who for all intents and purposes was encasing him against the couch, there was a hardness to his gaze that didn't leave much to question as to what he was thinking just then.

"You're talking to me and making ridiculous assumptions that you know absolutely nothing about." Well, how's that for plain?

The Doctor actually pushed the Cajun's arm out of the way, pulling himself out of his part of the couch, down to it's end and quickly walking across the room to take up his journal. Flipping the pages back open to where he had been. He forced his narrowed eyes up from the page. He wasn't going to be making any apologies for this one. Not even a hint of an apology. Remy was trespassing in a place he was most certainly unwelcome.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-07-16 06:10 pm UTC (link)
"So tell me an' I won' know not'in' 'bou' it anymore!" He snapped back, quickly climbing off the couch and moving after the Doctor, gloved hand coming out to snatch the journal once again, plucking it violently from his hands and holding it behind his back. "I ain' uh chile, an' I ain' some stran'er. T'ough' you trus'e' me, Docteur. You keep doin' 'dis. You gimmie lil' by lil', 'den you shu' up an' you forge' 'bou' 'de times 'fore 'dis. 'Dis time ain' no differen' from 'de ot'ers. I'm still me an' you still you, an' I still ain' goin' 'way an' I still ain' gon' hur' you. C'mon, Docteur.." That last part was said more quietly and he wet his lips afterwards, but didn't break that eye contact he was holding with the other man.

"Why can' you tell me?" The Cajun asked after a short moment of silence. But at least he'd calmed down.

For now.

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[info]fromgallifrey
2009-07-16 06:20 pm UTC (link)
"You don't get to know everything," he spat. Careful where you pushed Cajun, you might actually find yourself without the Doctor there to catch you.

When Remy snatched the journal, playing a game of keep away, the Doctor growled, throwing his pen at him, too. Had the Doctor wanted to he could have done some actual damage with that pen. Instead, it flopped off the Cajun's chest and onto the floor with a tap and a bounce.

"Stop behaving like a child," he said coldly, wishing he had his coat on so he could shove his hands in his pockets. "Just... stop." He knew it was no use even as he said it. "Just leave it.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-07-16 06:34 pm UTC (link)
The pen that impacted with his chest was ignored for the moment, but he'd pick it up later. He didn't want it to get lost, after all. The Doctor would need it back once this argument was over.

"I know you trus' me." He accused after the other man, turning to watch him as he backed off just a step. "I ain' askin' f' much, Docteur. Jus' tell me wha' happene'. I ain' 'de youn'er you, I ain' her. I ain' gon' ruin time or 'de fabric o' time or 'de universe or not'in' like 'dat. I ain' a time trav'ler. Not'in' you tell me gonna ruin' not'in'. I ain' nobody impor'an', not'in' you say to me gonna change not'in'. Not for time an' space, not for you an' her, an' not for you an' me, nei'ter. 'Cep' 'dere'll be on less lie you gotta tell me." He wasn't stupid, Doctor, he knew you probably lied to him, kept things from him, all that neat jazz, and he hadn't ever really minded.

But now one of those lies was very big, very real, and very blonde. And she was standing on their doorstep. Remy had decided it was time he needed to know.

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[info]fromgallifrey
2009-07-16 06:48 pm UTC (link)
"That has nothing to do with it. This?!," he breathed, "This is none of your business." And it was none of the Cajun's business. He didn't need to know any of it. Not one little bit. Not what he knew about Rose Tyler. Not how he felt about rose Tyler. Not what he'd wanted to say to Rose Tyler. None of it.

"There's such a thing as privacy, I know it's a foreign concept. In this case, I invoke my right. By all authority of the Shadow Proclaimation I command you leave this bit of my bloody life alone." It was sort of wrong to use the Shadow Proclaimation that way, especially to a species under whose domain it didn't technically apply in this context. Still, it felt fitting. Just another thing to make the Cajun squirm.

"Anything else you care to press me on?" His voice sliced.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-07-16 06:56 pm UTC (link)
"I t'ink it's my business. You don't--" He stopped himself short and stared a moment, before moving in a step closer, lowering his voice down into just above a whisper. "You don' do wha' we done, Doct'r, 'den say 'dat you lovin' uh girl ain' my business." Well.. really.. normally it wouldn't matter to him. He knew that he'd been a substitute a few times, but it was okay because they'd meant nothing. The Doctor meant something, and Remy knew he meant something to.

"Don' go spittin' ou' 'dat alien shi' t' me, don' soun' impressive." He lowered red eyes between them for a second before he looked back up at him. "You los' her, non? She die? She leave you? You leave her? Tellin' me ain' gon' make not'in' worse, Docteur, on'y gonna make t'in's better. You don' gotta hi'e 'dat kin'a stuff from me. Ain' 'cause you wan' privacy, 'cause you don' wanna talk t'me 'bou' it. Maybe you don' wanna talk 'bou' it at all. Hur's, non? Know you ain' human, bu' I know you feel like 'dey do."

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[info]fromgallifrey
2009-07-16 08:13 pm UTC (link)
He's not letting you in, Cajun. Not on this one. You can push you can pull you can clutch you can grab. When it comes to the Gallifreyan giving this up when the wound was so fresh and painful, you can forget about it. It was like he was back on the TARDIS watching the supernova sun die all over again and totally unable to say such very important words. Words he'd never get to say. He was hurting, mutant, let him just hurt.

The Doctor bristled. He knew what the Cajun was implying and his look could move mountains. "Don't you dare." Comparing? Was he really comparing? Was he really acting like he'd been supplanted? Who was this creature, Jack Harkness?

"You have no idea what I want. You keep pretending to know and to assume. What's wrong is that I keep on letting you. Just stop. No more." The Doctor, a man who seldom raised his voice in anger should have been doing so now. Instead, it was a quiet rage that was in his words. Words intended to pound and cut and cause submission.

He quickly reached around the Cajun, snatching his journal back. Bending he picked up his pen. The next step and he'd be out the door, socks and all. Keep pushing, Cajun, you're too close to the edge now to stop. Not much closer until you tuble in.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-07-16 08:23 pm UTC (link)
"Don' I dare wha'? I jus' wanna know. Jus' tell me wha' happene'." He curled both hands into fists after the book was snatched away, but he didn't do anything. Not yet. The Doctor, clearly, was in some sort of war with himself over this. He didn't want to talk about it, that much was obvious, but the Cajun could also swear that-- well. He turned his face to the side and stared at the wooden walls for a moment before looking back at the older man.

"I know you don' wanna be 'lone. Why you an' me frien's, non? C'mon. Docteur. Why can' you tell me? You can' even tell me why you can' tell me." Confusing red-head. But still, it all made sense to him. And he was reaching out a hand to curl his fingers into the Doctor's suit coat, against the lapel. It wasn't a tight hold, but it was there. "M' worrie' 'bou' you. You don' gotta be nas'y t' me. You always tryin' t' hur' me so you ain' gon' have t' 'xplain yourself. Hopin' I'm gon' run off. I ain'. Shoul' know 'dat by now, mon ami."

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