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Sid Jenkins ([info]emo_underdog) wrote in [info]vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-05-12 12:34:00

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Entry tags:!dropped, !incomplete, cheryl mason, day 07, location: theatre, sid jenkins

Day Seven - Late Morning
Who: Cheryl Mason and Sid Jenkins
What: Morning fix of nicotine
When: Late morning
Where: The theater
Rating: PG-13 or so, probably, for language
Status: Incomplete; dropped



It had seemed that Sid had perhaps been stepping on toes, having taken up residence in the petrol station. There were already people living there. In a continuing effort to keep his head down, Sid had simply gone to the next building with which he was somewhat familiar and let himself inside. It was an old theater, he came to find. Looked a bit like what he thought maybe West End might if it, too, had been abandoned. There were other people staying there, too, but it was big enough that he didn't feel too much like an intruder. He'd simply taken up one of the seats in the dark corner in the back, curled up, and gone to sleep.

When he woke up, he was disappointed but unsurprised to find that he was still there, rather than back in Times Square. He wanted very badly to believe that it was all a weird dream or a bad trip, but every passing day was making it harder and harder to do so. Fuck, he needed a fag.

Groaning as he stretched his stiff muscles and rolled his neck and shoulders, Sid got out of the chair and headed for the door. He'd just smoke inside like he had at the petrol station, except somehow it felt wrong in a theater. Plus, he'd thought he was alone in the petrol station. He wasn't sure how well the women milling around in here would like it if he just lit up a cigarette and had at it. But, when he got to the front door, he couldn't push it open. "Oh, come on," he said through gritted teeth, slamming his shoulder against the wood and only managing to hurt himself. "Fuck! Fucking fuck! Bollocks! Open, you fucker!" he shouted, kicking the door, next. Christ, was wanting to be a polite smoker so bloody much to ask?!



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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-12 04:35 pm UTC (link)
The upper balconies of the theater were, quite admittedly, no longer attached all that soundly to the support of the walls and there were some who would be put off enough by this to choose not to use these spaces as sleeping quarters; Cheryl was not among them. She found that she liked the privacy offered by the raised height and the fact that she had a bird's eye view of the room below offered her a sense of security otherwise quite missing from the town. She had actually managed to find a decent night's sleep on the leftmost of the balconies the night before but her rest was cut short by shouting and kicking noises from below.

Initially, she had startled from sleep with a racing heart and her hand groped naturally for the knife which she had left near at hand. She quickly relaxed, though, when it registered that the noise was quite normal. The thought that it was probably time to get up, anyway, spurred her to her feet but the cold of the building caused her to pull on both a heavy sweater and her coat before moving to investigate.

On the lower level, Cheryl came across a kid around her own age working pretty hard to get the theater doors open. She found herself a bit surprised that he was having so much trouble but she soon figured that the snow could have gotten pretty deep, if it hadn't stopped falling overnight. "Want a hand?" She offered, walking over to join him. "I don't know if you'll get it open, though. We've probably been snowed in - on this level at least."

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-12 07:59 pm UTC (link)
Sid startled at the sound of someone's voice and he whirled to face the source. Immediately, he looked sheepish and apologetic, having to assume that he'd woken her unintentionally with his outburst of frustration. "Sorry, yeah," he said, having the grace to look ashamed of his failure to do so on his own. But, then she said that it was snowed in - or at least that it was a possibility. "Bollocks," he muttered.

Pushing on the door again, he grunted out, "all I want is a bloody cigarette, is that...so...much...to...ask?" The last few words of the question were punctuated with slams of his shoulder against the door in succession. "Fuck," he muttered, taking a step away from the door and rubbing his shoulder absently with one hand.

The girl looked to be about his age and he wondered idly to himself how long she'd been stuck here. "So what then? If we can't get out, I mean?" he asked, looking at the door with a begrudging glare. What were they going to do for food? Sid had a stash of crisps and candy in his jacket but he was loathe to share if only because it meant less for him. Sighing heavily at the thought, he looked back at her. "Is there a window or something? I don't, y'know, wanna be rude or whatever," he said as he took the pack of cigarettes out of his pocket and giving them a light wave to get the point across.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-12 09:07 pm UTC (link)
"Don't be sorry. I should've been up a while ago anyway," Cheryl assured him with a slight smile. The fact that she had apparently startled him as much as he had startled her seemed to bring them out on even ground and so she didn't bother to offer her own apology for surprising him. Instead, she quirked an eyebrow at his latter bit of muttering. "Bollocks? A cousin from across the pond, huh?"

"Here? I'm surprised they left out packs for us to find. Torturing addicts seems to be right up the alley of whoever's responsible for all this," she snorted slightly but this turned into a sympathetic wince as he kid ran his shoulder into the door. "Alright? That last one looked like it really hurt."

"I think there's some windows on the second floor," Cheryl answered slowly, after thinking for a moment. It was slowly dawning on her that they could all be stuck inside for quite a while should the snow amount to too much more and she wasn't entirely sure how she felt about that. "If worse comes to worse, we could probably climb out of the second story and jump down into the snow. Getting back in might be a bit tougher, though." She arched an interested eyebrow at the pack of cigarettes being waved about and grinned. "Personally, I couldn't care less if you smoke in here but we can probably get one of those windows open if you really want to be nice about it."

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-12 09:28 pm UTC (link)
With a facial shrug turned smile, Sid looked back at the girl, duly impressed that she recognized the word for its origin. "Yeah, 'm from Bristol in England," he replied. "I'm Sid, by the way," he offered, holding out his hand to shake. "What's your name?"

The idea that torturing addicts might be something whoever had put him here would want to do made Sid uncomfortable. He wondered suddenly what would happen when the cigarette supply in the petrol station ran out. Sid himself might be all right, since he wasn't as addicted to the nicotine as he was the actual running through the motions of smoking; he preferred spliff anyway. He winced slightly and then looked back at the girl sheepishly. "All right, yeah," he replied. Though it had hurt like a fucker, actually, he wasn't exactly keen on admitting it.

Shaking his head and furrowing his brow, Sid looked away from her and up where the second floor was looming above them. "'m not going out in that, not even for a fag," he laughed, looking back down at her. It surprised him that she said she didn't mind him just having the smoke inside, but then it occurred to him that maybe she was also a smoker. Safe! "You smoke?" he asked, just to confirm. "I reckon if I just have at it, someone or another will get irritated enough and kick me out, but I'd really rather avoid heading out if I can help it, yeah?" he asked when she suggested opening a window just to be nice.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-12 10:39 pm UTC (link)
"I thought I knew that accent. Very nice," she offered him a slightly more honest smile as she took and shook the offered hand. "I'm Cheryl. From Portland in the States, though that much is probably pretty obvious."

Cheryl briefly regretted her comment on how the people running this place would probably get off on torturing the lot of them but there really wasn't anything she could do for it, now. Instead of trying to call back her words, she offered him a slightly awkward grin as she nodded to his shoulder. "We could always get some snow and make a pack for it. More than enough around this place."

"Yea, you'd have to be pretty damn desperate to go out in this kind of weather just for a smoke," she laughed easily. It was times like this that Cheryl was glad that she was a reformed smoker - well, a mostly reformed smoker. She felt that she hadn't really gone back on her promise, not when she only smoked one or two a day and not when nicotine was one of the few things which allowed her to get through the stress of this place in one piece. "I'm a semi-reformed smoker, though I won't refuse a smoke if you don't mind me bumming one." She shrugged slightly to his latter question and made a vague gesture over her shoulder toward the stairs leading to the second floor. "I don't know how picky the others staying here are about smoking but might as well be civil about it, yea?"

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-12 11:04 pm UTC (link)
This place was like the bloody Twilight Zone. Girls were complimenting him all over the place; fit girls. First George and now Cheryl. Sid blinked and gave her a tentative smile at the compliment on his accent. Dropping her hand after shaking it, Sid grinned slightly. "Maine or Oregon?" he asked, proud of himself for actually remembering that both states had a Portland in them. Good luck that she hadn't said bloody Springfield; he knew that at least four states had a Springfield.

When Cheryl suggested that they could get some snow and pack it for his shoulder, Sid looked dumbly at her. Why did she care? She didn't even know him. Christ, he'd had his arse handed to him by a bunch of chavs to defend Michelle and she had walked away. He couldn't count the number of times he'd sported a black eye from someone or another's fit of rage and not a single one of his mates had offered anything of the sort. Definitely in the Twilight Zone. "I'll be all right," he replied awkwardly and then gave her a grateful smile for the suggestion. It was one thing for Logan to be keeping an eye out for him and for Anders to let him tag along like a lost puppy, but for a bird to give a shit that he'd hurt himself failing to open a bloody door...that he just could not comprehend at all. He didn't even bother trying.

To her response, Sid almost hesitated to offer her the pack because he didn't like the idea of being an enabler. Turning a blind eye to Chris's pill addiction, for example, Sid felt probably had a fair hand in his friend's death. He tended to pretend he didn't notice when Cass wasn't eating, either, and made a mental note to change that if he ever saw her again, since she would be following in Chris's footsteps soon enough if he didn't. Still, Cheryl had been the one to point out that she wouldn't say no if he didn't mind her bumming. The way she worded it suggested she was asking for a cigarette without having to actually come out and do so, so after a short pause, he held the pack out to her. "Agreed," he said with a nod in response to being civil about smoking in the presence of potential non-smokers. "Up those?" he asked, nodding toward the stairs she'd been looking at.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-13 02:59 am UTC (link)
Cheryl couldn't help but be impressed by the fact that the kid knew the difference between Portland in Maine and Portland in Oregon but this was mostly because her own knowledge of geography in England was more than a bit sketchy. Sure, she could probably pick out a few of the major landmarks and the better known areas but she was crap when it came to specifics. "Portland, Oregon," she answered with a slight grin. "Can't say that I've ever been to Maine. You got a good head on your shoulders, though. I wasn't really expecting you to know so much about American geography."

It was more than a little odd but Cheryl found herself endlessly amused by the fact that the kid seemed a bit befuddled by how she was acting toward him. There was just something kind of funny, and maybe a little bit cute, about a dorky kid who seemed absolutely stunned that anyone would show concern toward him and Cheryl found herself liking the guy without even really knowing much about him. "Suit yourself," she shrugged a bit in response to his awkward reply but she did manage to return his smile.

His hesitation to offer the pack caused Cheryl to hesitate a moment before carefully teasing out a single cigarette. She knew that begging off of someone else could be quite annoying and so she made a mental note to make it up to the guy by picking him up a pack or two at the gas station the next time she made it back that way. "Yea, just up these stairs and a bit down the hall," she agreed. Turning and trusting that he'd follow, she started up along the staircase. "Thanks for the smoke, by the way. I really appreciate you letting me beg one from you."

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-13 04:04 pm UTC (link)
Sid gave Cheryl a lopsided grin and shrugged. She seemed impressed by the fact that he knew where she'd been talking about, but he didn't think he was very good at geography at all. In fact, he was pretty crap compared to some of his friends. While Sid was not the most tactful - far from it - he at least knew well enough not to tell her that it hadn't anything to do with the head on his shoulders and it had everything to do with the fact that English kids had better education than American kids. He knew a lot about America - history, geography, random facts - that most American kids probably didn't know about England. It sort of made him feel badly for them, honestly. "I dunno that much," he replied along with his shrug.

In spite of the fact that Cheryl seemed to drop the concern as quickly as she'd put it out on the line, she did still smile back at him and so Sid felt a little better about the whole thing. At least she wasn't making fun of him...or if she was, she was good at pretending to care enough to fool him. Either way, he appreciated it.

Following Cheryl up the stairs, Sid shook his head. "All right," he replied casually. "I just don't wanna be the one who's the reason you're back on cigarettes, 's all," he informed her, a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-13 07:23 pm UTC (link)
Oh, Cheryl probably would have readily agreed with him that it was a bit sad that American kids didn't know that much about any country that wasn't American. Then again, she also find it sort of sad that most kids, and some adults, really didn't have the intellectual curiosity necessary to look into anything past their own noses but she was generally a bit too apathetic about it all do anything other than shrug uselessly. "You know more about the States than I know about England," she pointed out with a small laugh. "Though I guess that says more about me than it does about you."

Cheryl took the flight of stairs with ease and, coming to the top, it was only a short walk down a narrow hall until she came across the first of a series of windows. She briefly found herself hoping that it wouldn't come to breaking out the glass panes so that the smoke could go out but she figured that they probably wouldn't go that far, not when snow and cold would be far more irritating to anyone else in the building that cigarette smoke ever could be. "Oh don't worry about that," she assured him with a small smile as she worked on getting the window to open. "I've already been enabled - it's just a matter of supply and demand, right now."

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-13 08:29 pm UTC (link)
Giving Cheryl a facial shrug, Sid shook his head. "Actually, I think it says more about the school systems than you personally," he replied. "But maybe that's just me being an arse." He grinned slightly at that. He liked this girl. She was nice to him and she wasn't asking him for anything. George was the same way. He kind of appreciated that, because back home, mostly when a girl was nice to him, it was because they wanted something out of him; and even then, they weren't always nice.

This place wasn't so bad; he liked to pretend that the bad things everyone had been talking about weren't actually real. Sid himself had yet to see anything terribly frightening or dangerous. All he'd found so far were a bunch of nice people from different times and places. And a glass wall. Which was weird, but, still...

Whey they reached the top of the stairs, Cheryl started to try and open the window while she spoke. "Fair enough, so long as it's not my fault," he replied with a smirk. She looked to be having a bit of trouble with the window, so Sid reached over to help her. "Painted shut," he replied with a grunt as he shifted his position in order to put more oomph into his effort. After a moment, between the two of them, the window popped open, knocking him back a step to keep his balance.

"Christ," he murmured, pulling a cigarette out of his pack and pressing it between his lips. He pulled his lighter out and looked back at Cheryl, grinning around the filter, the cigarette bobbing up and down as he spoke. "Apparently they're trying to tell us smoking is bad or something," he joked, lighting his own cigarette and then holding the lighter out for hers, cupping his free hand around the flame to protect it.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-13 11:37 pm UTC (link)
Cheryl snickered at his comment and eyed him slightly. "Oh, I don't know. Are you known for being much of an arse?" She asked him jokingly. There was no offense meant in the question and it really wasn't all that difficult to see that she really didn't think he was an ass at all - or, if she did, then it was mostly because Cheryl could be a bit of an ass, herself. "You're probably right, though. I've heard that American schools suck pretty hard when compared to any other nation. But, being American, I'm not really supposed to say that kinda thing."

"Nah, you're safe. It'll only be your fault if someone catches us smoking together." She returned his smirk and raised him a quick wink. "Oh, for fuck's sake. Who thought it'd be a good idea to--" Cheryl couldn't quite keep from complaining over the stupidity of someone painting the window closed but her rant was cut short when the window unexpectedly raised with his help. Gasping, she just saved herself from tumbling out by virtue of catching herself on the sill.

"Pft, I'm surprised they were good enough to leave cigarettes lying around," she snorted slightly as she held her own cig between her lips. Her hands free, she rooted the lighter she had lifted from the gas station from the pocket of her jacket. "I guess even they knew what kind of revolt they'd be facing if they had a few desperate addicts on their hands, huh?"

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-14 12:44 am UTC (link)
Sid laughed and shook his head. "I'm more well known for being notoriously useless and crap," he replied. "Useless fucker. That sort of thing." The tone in his voice was jovial and playful, but the words were raw fact. If he had a quid for every time someone called him a useless fucker, he'd be a millionaire. He grinned slightly at her latter statement. "I won't tell," he promised.

"Oh, is this a secret rendezvous, then?" Sid asked, laughing. "You're awfully high maintenance with all your secrets," he teased in addition. There was something about this place that was helping Sid to come out of his shell and be the person he had always wanted to be, but had been stifled against becoming. When Cheryl lost her footing, Sid reached out to catch her, but she seemed to have caught herself, so as a cover, he'd stuffed his hand into his pocket to retrieve the lighter.

A nod was what Cheryl got in response to her supposition that the people in charge at least had enough sense to keep the addicts from revolting. She had pulled out her own lighter and so Sid let his lighter's flame go out, quickly putting it back into his pocket before she could notice that he'd been waiting to light her cigarette for her. Awkward... "Yeah, I don't reckon they'd like us very much under that sort of circumstance," he joked, taking a drag of his cigarette and letting it out in a few lazy smoke rings before skewering them with a thin line of blue-gray smoke that was the remainder of the inhalation he'd made.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-14 06:45 pm UTC (link)
"That, I'm not sure I believe," Cheryl responded in much the same tone he had used. She was making an effort to make her words come off as if they were still talking in joking hypotheticals but she wouldn't be above trying to point out that the kid didn't seem so bad; as a matter of fact, he seemed like a pretty upstanding bloke. "I mean, any guy who can come to my rescue not only with cigarettes but also solving the mystery of the painted shut window - we're practically talking knight in shining armor." She offered him a quick grin. "Though it'd probably help to keep in mind that I'm going slightly stir crazy, so..."

"I guess whether it's a secret rendezvous depends on if you brought along the silver briefcase," she joked with a sidelong glance. It felt pretty good to be able to mess around like this and Cheryl found herself pretty glad that Sid had ended up waking her up. Her smile did falter when he mentioned that she must be high maintenance with all her secrets but she was having too good of a time to let herself be bogged down again. "Oh, you have no idea, my friend. Lucky for you, this place seems to absolve all of us our personal secrets."

Cheryl did seem to entirely miss the fact that Sid was going to do the chivalrous thing and light her cigarette for her and so she was content enough to light her own. Drawing deep of the smoke, she sighed a contented exhale of gray smoke. "Maybe that's the way to get everyone to revolt - hide all the cigarettes." She snickered slightly. "Probably wouldn't work, though. I can't imagine we'd be able to keep from smoking them anyway."

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-14 07:00 pm UTC (link)
Opening his mouth to protest, Sid let out a laugh instead at Cheryl's words. Knight in shining armor for noticing that the window was painted shut and helping her open it...? Also, for having cigarettes? "Oh, only slightly?" he teased. "I dunno that having fags on hand and being able to help open a window really qualifies a person as a knight in shining armor. Unless, of course, you're then referring to yourself as a damsel in distress," he pointed out.

Arching an eyebrow, Sid smirked back at her. "'m afraid they took that along with my wallet and mobile," he replied. "And cigarettes," he added a bit begrudingly. Though, he was still smiling. The last time he'd had this sort of repetoire with a female was before everything with Tony and the bus; it had been with Michelle and it had been because she wasn't interested and he was, so he'd hung on her every word. This was different and new and Sid rather liked it. He thought just maybe...she wasn't tolerating his company, she was enjoying it. That was a really nice feeling. People here tended to make him feel like that. Admittedly, he sort of liked it here for that reason alone.

"Hide 'em? Bollocks to that, I say we hoard 'em, and smoke like chimneys while we watch 'em all flail," he laughed. He'd never really think to do that, especially since he knew Anders would be amongst them in the hypothetical situation, but it was still an amusing thought he felt he should share.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-15 11:45 am UTC (link)
"Are you trying to call me crazy in a very polite, British manner?" Cheryl cocked an eyebrow at him and did her best to look highly annoyed but she was a bit too amused to be able to carry pissed off very well. So instead, she snorted at his last comment and shook her head. "Hadn't thought of that part. I never thought I was that good at playing damsel in distress or princess in a tower; it's so much better to just kick the dragon's ass yourself. Though, if it keeps getting me cigarettes..."

"Well, I hope you're happy, then. Now, the nation of Headupasstopia, which I just made up, will never know freedom from the tyranny of its corrupted government now," she snickered slightly. The idea that there would be people in this place with whom she could kid around and blow off steam was wholly unexpected but now that she had experienced it a few times over, Cheryl found herself pretty glad for the opportunity; god knows how wound up and paranoid she would end up being if she had nothing but her own thoughts and fears. "Would've been nice, though, if they hadn't been so thorough in taking our junk, though. I can sort of understand why the wallets and phones and whatever had to go, but I'd kill to have my flashlight back."

She laughed at his suggestion of keeping all the cigarettes and watching the rest of the addicted flail. True, she didn't think she could really do something like that, not when she knew Bob was a committed smoker, but the idea was pretty funny. "Either that or we could horde them all and sell them for insane prices so we'd get filthy rich. Not that there's any money here but still..."

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-15 06:19 pm UTC (link)
Laughing, Sid shook his head. "Nah, but if I was, are you saying you wouldn't know for sure and I might be able to get away with it?" he joked. He grinned at the way she tried to play off as though she was annoyed only managing to end up laughing. "Right, see? You should think of these things," he pointed out playfully, taking another drag off the cigarette, smoke exhaling along with his words. "If this snow doesn't stop, anyway..." his voice trailed off and he looked a little sullen, suddenly. "We'll both be damsels in distress."

"Headupasstopia? That's brilliant," he laughed, nearly choking on the inhale of smoke he'd just taken in as she'd said it. "Fucking safe!" She was hilarious; she reminded him of Chris and for the first time, he thought of Chris with a smile instead of immediately dropping out of his good mood to frown out of respect. Chris would've been flattered; Cheryl was really fit. Actually, Chris might've just felt bested and changed tack to try and fuck her for all Sid knew, but the idea still made him smile. A female Chris. He'd have to keep this one around. "Why the wallets?" Sid asked, furrowing his brow a bit as the cigarette bobbed up and down between his lips with his words again. He dragged and then took the cigarette from his mouth. "Can't see how credit cards and money would do any of us any bloody good, although I imagine a flashlight would be handy, thus they took it. Why the fuck were you carrying a flashlight around anyway?" he laughed. "I mean, unless it was one of those keychain ones, yeah?"

"Wonder what the going rate for fags is here..." Sid preteneded to ponder. "I reckon if we hold 'em long enough, we could get four, maybe five candy bars per pack, yeah?" he suggested, grinning widely.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-15 08:23 pm UTC (link)
"Let's put it this way: you can try to fool me but I get to punch you in the arm every time I catch on?" Cheryl proposed with a laugh. It seemed all the more amusing to her since she couldn't be entirely sure that she would catch on if he tried to play off an insult as a compliment, especially since she wasn't all that up on many of the more polite ways of putting someone down. "Oh, but if I thought of all those things myself I'd have no reason to keep you around and then I'd be out a good source of smokes," she kidded, even if she was rather enjoying her time with the kid. It was nice to have an excuse to fool around and to not think about everything. "Depending on how deep the snow gets, we could always play Rapunzel. Though I guess that depends on how you feel about growing your hair out."

Cheryl couldn't help but laugh along with him, her amusement punctuated by gray smoke. It felt good to be able to make someone laugh like that and it was something that she had missed, being able to share a joke with someone. It almost seemed like it'd be a lifetime since she'd been able to joke with an easy conscience and she found herself a bit surprised that it came so easily. "Identification mostly, but that sounds pretty bleak, doesn't it? To think that they'd steal wallets just so we wouldn't have ID on us?" She frowned slightly and shook her head. "It was a little light I could keep in the pocket of this one jacket I had. I had it because I was brought here right after--" She caught herself short and decided to not mention where she had been shortly before waking up here. "I was someplace pretty dark. There wasn't much light or anything, so it came in really handy."

"Four or five at least," she agreed with a smirk. Tipping her head back, she jiggled her cigarette between her fingers as she pretending to think about it. "That's not even counting services we could trade for. Someone to cook, someone to clean up, all the dirty work we don't want to do."

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-15 09:38 pm UTC (link)
Sid smirked. "Fair enough, I've taken enough blows to the face from girls, a punch in the arm wouldn't be so bad," he replied and distinctly remembered the feel of the punches, kicks, and slaps from the fucking chav girl army he'd tried to defend Michelle against. So Michelle had walked off leaving him there and after the chavs had finished with him, he'd been pissed on by a hobo while he laid on the ground to recover from the blows. Christ, that had been an awful day... "True," Sid replied, pointing at her with the cigarette between his fingers and a grin on his face. "I feel like a dealer. Oh, I'm so used," he sighed overdramatically. "Rapunzel was a bird, though, so it depends on how you feel about growing your hair out, yeah?" he pointed out with a cheeky grin.

Headupasstopia...Sid was going to store that in his memory bank for future reference because that was just too brilliant to let go at the end of the conversation with Cheryl. Too brilliant. "I didn't have my ID in my wallet," Sid said with a shrug. He'd never gotten the school ID back from the Mad Twatter and had managed to lose his official one somewhere between getting on the plane in England and getting off in New York. "Oh, right. Cool," he replied at the mention of a pocket light. Yeah, she was right, that would've definitely come in handy, seeing as how it seemed like they were for lack of electricity in this sodding nightmare of a place. "Sounds a bit like here, yeah?" he joked, failing to notice the way she'd stopped herself to continue the sentence in another way.

Sid watched as Cheryl pretended to consider his suggestion of payment and he snorted a laugh when she mentioned services. "Cooking, cleaning...yeah," he agreed. "Although when you said services, the first thing that came to mind was wanking," he admitted with a blush and a grin as he shrugged. "I can't believe I just said that out loud," he added, laughing.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-16 02:05 am UTC (link)
"You got beaten up by girls?" Cheryl asked, clearly rather surprised by this bit of information. She couldn't quite keep from laughing at the idea but that was mostly because it just seemed pretty ridiculous that a guy like Sid would have any reason to get beaten up. "I'm not sure I really believe that. I can maybe see some bullies picking on you or something but I don't know about girls punching your face in." She offered another smoky laugh to his comment about being so used and pointed a finger lightly at him. "Used, sure, but you have to admit that it's not so bad. How else could you get to hang out with someone like me?" She snorted at herself and rolled her eyes in a depreciating manner, clearly not meaning any of it. "Oh sure, just because I'm a girl I have to play Rapunzel. Whatever happened to gender equality, huh?" She snickered.

"Hm, I guess I can't really guess why they would take our wallets then. Like you said, money isn't doing anyone anything here since everything's up for the taking and silly photos of family and friends are nice but don't really reveal anything," she frowned a moment as she tried to puzzle this out but she soon came to the conclusion that whoever had taken them had simply intended them to come into this experiment entirely on their terms. To his latter question, she managed a faint laugh but there was really nothing behind it; after all, it was a bit hard to fake lightheartedness when one of your big fears had just been spoken. "Yea. Yea, something like that."

Cheryl raised an impressed eyebrow when Sid brought up the idea of wanking but she couldn't help but join him in the laughter. "Oh, I see where your mind is," she teased him with a grin. "The first thing you think of is wanking, huh?"

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-16 10:37 am UTC (link)
Sid shifted his weight from one foot to the other awkwardly. How did you tell a fit, cool bird that you've had your arse kicked by a bunch of girls. On more than one occasion? And sometimes while not actually outnumbered? He didn't even have to say and she was laughing and, well, he would be, too, if Anwar or Chris had told him the same thing. "Oi, I was outnumbered," he pointed out easily omitting the instances in which Michelle and Cass had done numbers on him. "So...it wasn't really all that fair," he added as a smirk tugged at his lips, in spite of himself.

"No, not so bad at all, actually," Sid agreed giving her a smile - if he'd thought about it for half a second before doing it, he'd have realized that it was a fond one and probably a bit more soft and goofy than he'd been going for. Though, it was short-lived, replaced by a far more full and amused one. "You can be an equal...equal to the fact that Rapunzel was a bird," he laughed. "You wouldn't wanna climb up my hair, anyway, I haven't showered and it's been under this cap for three days straight," he added with a lopsided grin. Four, if he counted today, because he was counting the day before he woke up here.

The more they talked about wallets, the more Sid thought of the photo of Cass. Had he checked every pocket? Because seeing her face right now would make him feel infinitely better. "Right, yeah..." he muttered distractedly, cigarette burning near down to the filter as it bobbed up and down with his words and he patted himself down.

Then he paused and patted at the back pockets of his jeans. "Safe!" he shouted suddenly and extracted the photo of Cass, holding it out for Cheryl. "Guess this slipped their radar. ...or maybe they just didn't wanna touch my bum," he laughed. "That's Cass," he added perhaps unnecessarily.

With a small smirk, he shrugged. "Can't help it; I'm a bloke. And 'sides, 's better when someone else does it for you, yeah?" he laughed.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-16 03:59 pm UTC (link)
Cheryl did have the good grace to look apologetic when Sid went on to confirm that he really had been beaten up by a group of girls and she offered him a bit of an awkward smile as she did her best to cover her damage. "Oh, I'm sorry. I wasn't really laughing at you. I just couldn't imagine why a guy like you would get beaten up, that's all," she explained but she wasn't sure that she was actually doing any good at all. "I can understand completely, though; groups can be a real bitch to fight down."

"You'd better be careful, going around admitting that being used isn't so bad," she teased him with a grin and a slight wink. Her own expression seemed to reflect his, showing a bit more friendliness than was usual but she didn't mind; really, this kid was more than alright. "PFt. You're just being sexist, forcing the idea that all princesses have to be female," she spoke in mock-outrage but she hadn't quite managed to lose the grin. Her nose did wrinkle slightly at his admission that he hadn't showered. "Oh man, that's nasty!" She was teasing, for the most part. "You know, if you don't shower by the time the snow melts, I might have to frogmarch you over there myself."

Cheryl raised an eyebrow at him as Sid proceeded to pat himself down but she couldn't help a small laugh when he produced a photo and shouted suddenly. "Ah, the secret of keeping things next to your butt; why didn't I think of that?" She leaned in a bit so she could look at the photo and she found herself smiling; the girl was cute and she could definitely see what Sid would like about her. "She's really cute. You two must make an adorable couple."

"You have a good point," she laughed lightly and narrowed her eyes in thought. "Though I imagine that would take a few cigarettes to buy. High in demand and all, yea?"

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-16 05:39 pm UTC (link)
Grinning sheepishly, Sid raised one hand and waved off her apology as he flicked the spent cigarette out the window with his other. "I stepped in when a bunch of bloody chavs were ganging up on Michelle. She walked off...and they pummeled me. Got a black eye and everything. Should've lied about it when my dad asked how I got it, but, you know...hindsight." Sid was loathe to mention that the black eye wasn't the worst of it and that the lowest blow hadn't even come from the chavs at all, but from the hobo.

"Maybe that can be our little secret, yeah?" he asked. The truth was, Sid actually didn't mind being used. Mainly because it was all he knew. There was a sick, morbid sort of comfort zone there and it was far less foreign to him than anything else here that he had encountered. Another smirk crossed Sid's lips. "All princesses do have to be female. 's why they have princes as male counterparts," he pointed out cheekily. Cheryl's retort to his having not showered was not surprising, but he was a bit quicker on the draw - the water was bloody cold from what he'd heard. "Well have you?" he prodded. "I'll go when it's not so fucking cold outside. Cold outside plus cold shower equals unhappy Sidney," he reasoned.

Cocking his eyebrows thoughtfully as he adjusted his glasses, Sid shrugged. "Don't reckon that would work for the girls," he said. "Well, er, I guess that's me being sexist again, sorry, heh," he backpedalled. When Cheryl said that Cass was cute and that they must make an adorable couple, Sid smiled a little and looked down at the picture. "She's beautiful. She's..." he sighed, the smile fading just slightly. "Cass is a bit of an enigma. I never really know what's going on in her head. Think that's part of the reason I love her so much," he replied. "She keeps me on my toes." After a moment - and after running a thumb against the outline of the photo Cass's face, he tucked the picture back into his jeans pocket.

"Yes, well, I was thinking maybe candy bars for individual fags and wanking for the whole pack, y'see," he joked.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-16 07:13 pm UTC (link)
"I have heard that hindsight is twenty-twenty," Cheryl agreed with a slight nod. Even with her fleeting knowledge of Brit slang, she wasn't entirely sure that she followed the meaning of 'chav' but, even so, she could piece what he was saying together. A small, slightly impressed, smile touched her lips as she quirked an eyebrow at him. "Still, there's nothing wrong with admitting that you fought off a gang for the honor of a friend, huh? I mean, I can see how admitting that they were girls could be embarrassing but a group is still a group and you were still outnumbered."

"Our little secret, sure, but I don't know how long I can keep using you," she joked. "I mean, eventually, you're going to get your sense back about you and I'll be out in the cold as far as smokes go." She sighed as if this bothered her but what would really bother Cheryl was if Sid really did allow her to use him in any true sense. "You do have a good point. Maybe we could update it for modern times, make it Prince Rapunzel instead?" She raised her eyebrows and grinned at him. "I did shower the other day but I wouldn't recommend it," she confided in him with a slight shiver. "The water was ice cold and, in weather like this, you'd just be begging to get sick. Besides, I don't know if I'd want to witness unhappy Sidney."

"Sexist, maybe, but you're probably right," she laughed easily. Her expression turned to something torn between touched and a bit envious as she watched how he looked and touched the photo but she managed to hold her smile all the same. "You really are pretty caught up in her, huh? That's really sweet." She laughed again when he mentioned the reasons why he loved Cass so much. "Is that all it takes? I guess there really is something to be said for the mysterious femme fatal, huh?"

"Hey, good thinking," she snickered. "It sounds like you have this whole bartering system all worked out."

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-16 09:03 pm UTC (link)
Sid shrugged and looked down, lighting another cigarette and once again offering her the pack. Might as well chain smoke now and save himself the effort of coming back up here for another later, he supposed. "'cept everyone made fun of me for it," he replied casually. He wasn't hurt over it anymore and he hadn't been surprised at the time, so now it was nothing more than fact. For whatever reason, Sid had no shame when it came to admitting that he was a fuck up; he'd grown so accustomed to everyone thinking so that it really bother him if anyone else tacked themselves onto the tally.

Taking a drag from the cigarette, Sid leaned back against the wall and gave Cheryl a sidelong glance. "Nah, mate, I'm enjoying your company. I've got my senses about me," he said with a small smile. Sid pretended to consider the proposition of turning the fairytale so that he'd be Rapunzel. After a moment - and another drag and slow exhale of smoke - Sid shook his head. "No...no, I don't think we can do that," he said apologetically. "'s blasphemy or something." Then he turned his head to look at her and smirked. "Unhappy Sidney is a very unpleasant sight, yeah, best we keep him at bay," he added.

"Yeah," he answered, a dumb smile plastered on his face. "I'm glad I finally saw it, even if it took a few hurt feelings and broken friendships to get there. It was always there...I'm just too crap to have seen it on my own," he said, rolling his eyes and pulling down the beanie again, moving his fingers to make sure his bangs were still tucked into it. "Guess so...for me, anyway," he replied to Cheryl's question about what it took for him to fall for Cass.

With a cock of his brows, Sid took yet another drag on his cigarette. "I've had a lot of time to consider how things would work in my own little fantasy world," he admitted with a playful grin. "'m just tweaking it, now, to fit the situation."

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-16 10:35 pm UTC (link)
Cheryl played with the thought that it would be rude to take yet another of his cigarettes when they were known to be in short supply but her remembered addiction outweighed any sense of decency; she reached to tease another from the pack with a murmur of thanks and placed it between her lips. "I hate to say it but I can see why they'd make fun of you," she snickered slightly but did offer him an apologetic grin. "Anyway, it does make you sort of a hero, risking life and limb to help a female friend."

"I gotta admit that I'm glad to hear that, since I'd feel pretty foolish if I was the only one enjoying myself," she offered him another grin and then stuck out her tongue when Sid decided that Rapunzel couldn't possibly be a male. "Now you're telling me that you're against blasphemy? Besides, you'd make an amazing Rapunzel." She nodded to his comment about Unhappy Sidney and grinned. "I don't know if I'd want to meet him, so I'll do anything necessary to keep him from coming around."

"I heard it said that everyone's sort of crap when it comes to things having to do with romance so you probably shouldn't feel too bad about it," Cheryl assured him with a small laugh. "It's good that you had it, though, even if it took you a while to get your head out of your ass and realize that there was something there."

"Your own little fantasy world, hm?" She smirked and raised her eyebrows at him. "This is how you put it together or are we just seeing a beta version right now?"

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-16 10:58 pm UTC (link)
Letting out a huff in the form of laughter, Sid nodded. "Yeah, if it was Anwar or someone instead of me, I'd be laughing myself stupid," he agreed. "And, I dunno about life and limb, but dignity and pride, yeah," he added. Life and limb, not so much; enduring being urinated on by a hobo while lying beaten on the street after a load of stupid girls had at him...he would've almost preferred life and limb. He sure as hell wasn't telling Cheryl that bit. He'd only ever told his mum and dad and only because his dad had smelled the piss and asked before Sid could get up to the shower. That bit was going with him to the bloody grave, it was.

Sid laughed out loud when Cheryl stuck her tongue out at him and professed he'd make an amazing Rapunzel. "Think we might have to agree to disagree on that one, Cheryl," he told her. "After all, I think of the two of us, you'd definitely fit the beautiful princess role better than myself, and honestly...growing my hair out that long would make me look even more ridiculous than my mum says I already do," he pointed out with a smirk.

The fact that she'd said she was enjoying herself in his presence as well was not lost on him, but he chose not to comment on it. He still couldn't understand why the people here were so keen on spending time with him; it was weird. Not in a bad way, but strange, none the less, to feel like he was wanted rather than put up with in a social situation. Maybe he'd never get over it. It'd be his bloody luck that Tony or Anwar would show up next and cut him back down to size, though...it was probably just a matter of time.

He gave Cheryl a mockingly serious expression and nodded solemnly. "He throws things," he told her, before cracking a grin in spite of himself. Christ, he'd been stupid. He'd thought Cass was cheating and he'd actually failed to give her enough credit, thinking that she'd be stupid enough to leave the webcam on for him to see it. The laptop had suffered the wrath and he'd still been stepping on tiny pieces of metal and plastic for a couple of days after the fact. The fact that he'd called her a ditzy cow to himself was another thing he'd be taking to the grave.

Laughing again as Cheryl pointed out in so many words that he really had had his head up his arse, Sid shook his head. "Funny story?" he asked, taking a drag off the cigarette and looking back at her with raised eyebrows. The smoke was exhaled along with his words. "The first time I thought I had it figured out, I ended up being locked in a bloody padded room, because I'd been in such a hurry to get to the clinic and tell her that I looked a mess and the staff thought I was a patient who'd wandered off.

"The second time...it was after Tony yanked Michelle and I out of the toilets, pants around my ankles and skirt up over her hips to tell us that we were wrong and that I loved Cass. Would you believe it? Mid-fuck he pulled us out of the stall and just like that Michelle dumped me and it hit me that he was right and Chelle wasn't the one I really wanted." He shook his head and laughed again at the memory, cocking his eyebrows and taking another drag. Blowing out the smoke, Sid reached out the window and flicked the ashes off the butt end of the cigarette. "So y'see...I really am crap with that stuff. Right in front of my face and I can't see it sometimes."

When Cheryl asked about his own fantasy world, Sid gave her a lecherous smirk. "Beta version, obviously. My fantasy world would definitely not have this much bloody snow." Nor would it have any blokes, for that matter, especially ones that looked like Anders or Logan. And the girls would all look, smell, taste, and feel like Cass. ...all right and maybe one or two like Michelle and Jal, but no one had to know that but Sid.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-17 02:30 am UTC (link)
"Hey, at least you can see a bit of the humor in it. Not a lot of people can do that," she offered another laugh as the situation continued to amuse her. Not that she was particular amused by the thought of Sid getting beaten up, not even by a group of girls, but just because it seemed like one of those situations that could be funny if it happened to just about anyone. "Heh, sometimes he loss of pride of dignity can be even worse than the loss of anything physical. For your sake, I hope it was all worth your while." Though it probably sounded as if she were saying that saving someone wasn't worth it unless you were rewarded, Cheryl really just meant that she hoped his silly heroism hadn't been entirely wasted.

"Alright, I'll give you that I'd probably look better with grown out hair than you would but I still don't know about the beautiful princess part," she snorted a plume of smoke and smirked. "I don't know what your mom means, though. You're not really ridiculous looking - just sort of geeky." Obviously, she didn't mean that as an insult even if Cheryl did chase her words with a teasing grin.

"Throws things?" Cheryl responded. She widened her eyes in mock fear and took a short step back. Cocking her head on side, she seemed to review the many options given her when facing an opponent so dastardly and impossible but she soon ended up shrugging her surrender. "See? I'd have absolutely nothing I could possibly try against an attack like that so I'd better make sure that I stay on your good side."

"Funny story," she nodded her eagerness to hear what he had to say and her laughter in response to his tale of being put into a padded room was punctuated by an exhale of smoke. "Oh, I don't believe it. They actually thought you were a patient just because you forgot to put yourself together? You really must have looked a fright!"

The beginning of the second story had her cocking both her eyebrows but it was only a matter of time before she was all but doubled over with laughter. She just couldn't help it. She could just picture poor Sid dragged out of a bathroom stall with his pants down and a bewildered look on his features and the mere thought was enough to make her laugh helplessly. Once she'd managed to gather herself a bit, Cheryl nodded to his final comment. "Okay, I think you're probably right. That does make it sound pretty bad but at least you managed to get it to work out how you wanted."

"See? I could live with you commanding this world, if just because you'd get rid of the damned snow," she snickered and raised her eyebrows at the lecherous expression. "Though looks like snow isn't the only thing you'd want to get rid of, huh?"

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-17 08:52 pm UTC (link)
A smirk tugging at his lips, Sid shook his head. "Wish I could say it was," he replied. Not only had it not been worth his while, but it had only served as a double whammy. Michelle hadn't been grateful or cared and she'd left him there. Gone back to Tony like she always did. At the time, he'd been too stupid to know that what Michelle thought and felt shouldn't have bloody mattered to him at all.

Ah, there it was. There was the sly, almost undetectable insult he'd been waiting to hear from someone around here. Those sorts of things didn't fly under the radar for Sid anymore; he was a pro at hearing them and taking them in stride. Morbidly, having her say that he looked like a geek almost felt more like home. He gave a small smile, forced and perfected to look genuine, right up to his eyes that never betrayed him anymore after so many years of practice. "She thinks I should cut my hair, I meant," he replied. "She hates it so long."

"I broke my laptop when Cass left her webcam on and got into bed with her roommate," he replied by way of explanation even if he did smile in great amusement at her feigned fear. "Should've given her the benefit of the doubt; the bloke was a poofter, anyway, and I hadn't had anything to worry about," he said, looking appropriately sheepish all over again.

Blushing slightly, Sid laughed. "Yeah, I did. Mismatched shoes and socks, dirty clothes, my hair a mess...it was well bad," he revealed. And this time, when Cheryl laughed at his story, Sid didn't mind. Why he'd felt confident enough to share it, he wasn't sure, but he supposed that the point of having told it was to get her to laugh and so mission accomplished. "At least it worked out in the end or it'd have been really bloody humiliating, yeah?" he joked.

As he raised his eyebrows at her, Sid shrugged. "Well, I mean, if it's my fantasy world, why would I keep around the blokes? Too much competition and in my world, I'm even lazier than I am in reality, so, I wouldn't want to have to work for the attention, y'see. Everything just falls nicely into place for me in the fantasy world, so I can't have all these bloody Adonis types running around," he replied, thinking mostly of Anders and Logan.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-17 11:14 pm UTC (link)
"Oh harsh," Cheryl sympathized with a slight shake of her head. "You went through all that and the girl wasn't even grateful for it? That really is the absolute worst." She offered him a teasing grin as she flicked a bit of ash from her cigarette out onto the snow. "Well, you know, I guess she didn't know what she was doing since it's obvious that she missed out on something pretty great. Your and Cass's gain, right?"

"Oh. I didn't realize," she blinked briefly at him. The routine of his faked smile was too good for her to catch on and so she simply tipped her head and considered him in silence for a rather long moment. "I don't know, though. I think you look really cute with the longer hair and the glasses like that. It suits you. Definitely the sort of guy that could get some serious attention, anyway."

"Really? You broke a laptop over her?" She couldn't help a small laugh as she shook her head. Honestly, she could understand where he was coming from since she had been born into a bit of a temper herself but the thought of him smashing apart a laptop computer just amused her. "Man, you really must have it bad for her."

"I can just imagine what you must have looked like - well, not really but close enough. Must have been some staff at that place, anyway." Though her laughter had died away a bit, Cheryl still found herself grinning as she tried to picture Sid in mismatched and dirty clothes with messy bed hair. Then came the realization that they'd all probably look like mental patients after a few days here and most of the amusement faded. "True enough. It'd be terrible to be stuck someplace like that for no good reason."

"That's a good point. It would make life easier on you if you just had girls around you all the time. You could pick and choose at your leisure," she offered him a grin which started off as teasing and soon turned quizzical. "Adonis types running around? Where would those be since I haven't seen anything like that since I woke up."

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-19 01:11 am UTC (link)
"Not in the least," he replied, shaking his head and grinning a bit, still, in spite of himself. It was weird to tell someone these bits and pieces of his life back and Bristol and have them not only actually listen, but in reply not tell him how crap they thought he was.

"Guess so," he said with a casual shrug when she said that Michelle had missed out on something great. He didn't think she had and he was pretty sure Chelle would laugh if someone told her that. Anyway, he'd had Michelle for a while and she hadn't seemed too awfully broken when they'd split and she'd gone back to Tony, just like she always did. By the time that had happened, though, he hadn't really cared. It hadn't been about she and him anyway. Not really. It had been about her filling the void Tony left and him filling the one Cass left. Neither of them would've admitted it and Michelle probably still wouldn't, if asked, he didn't think, but that was the reality of it. Sid's first time had been with Michelle, just like he'd always wanted. On her birthday, on the beach...and somehow, still really empty. He supposed it was a case of 'be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it,' since once everything had been said and done, it hadn't been what he'd spent years dreaming about. Not by a longshot.

Once again, Sid shrugged. If Cheryl was flirting with him, Sid wouldn't have known it. Hell, Cass had asked him on a date and he hadn't noticed that she liked him until much later. So far ingrained into Sid's conscious and subconscious mind that he was worthless and no one gave a shit about him, he was and probably would always continue to be completely oblivious to affection. It was foreign, even still. Christ, even with Cass, after all that time, she'd said she would always love him, but had tacked on, "that's the problem." Like loving Sid was a chore, even for her. "Well, then when we get home, I'm coming with you," he replied jokingly. "If that's how the birds think where you come from."

The fact that he'd shattered his laptop - having thrown it on the ground and stamping on it until it was in pieces, more accurately - had less to do with the fact that he'd thought Cass was cheating and more to do with the awful way it paralleled his mum leaving his dad for another bloke.

"I think I dumped Cass. She was with some guy..."

"Ah, they're always with some guy. If they're special, you just have to make sure that that guy...is you."


The first real conversation of substance Sid had had with his father and it had also been the last conversation at all. Still, Sid didn't want to bore Cheryl with the more accurate details, so he just nodded. "Yeah, you could say that," he replied with a fond smile, in spite of the pain of the memory.

"Luckily, I wouldn't know," Sid told her. "Tony came and got me out; I wasn't there long," he added by way of explanation. Tony really was a twat, but sometimes he managed to rise above and remind Sid why exactly he put up with so much abuse to be friends with the guy. "But yeah, the short while I was there was pretty crap," he finished with a huff of laughter.

Sid cocked his eyebrows once as he smirked back at her. "'s why it's a fantasy; that's not how life works, 'specially not for me. But you're right. That'd be nice." When Cheryl said she hadn't seen any Adonis types running around, Sid raised his eyebrows. That was funny, since most of the men he'd met had been just that. "Really?" he asked. "Dunno where you've been but two out of three I've met were all tall and...fit or...whatever," he finished awkwardly. "Maxxie would've liked 'em, at least," he added to make himself feel better about having said aloud that Anders and Logan were good looking blokes, even if he hadn't said their names.

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[info]tufui_egoeris
2009-05-19 11:03 pm UTC (link)
"Poor guy," Cheryl sympathized. She was still grinning, that much true, but it still wasn't as his expense; rather, it was just because she was enjoying the normality of this entire exchange. It was really fucking nice to be able to have a fairly normal conversation with someone and she hadn't realized just how much she'd missed that. Turning her head toward him, she grinned teasingly. "You know, if it was me, it would've bought you a free meal. Maybe even a beer."

Was she flirting with him? If so, it wasn't anything Cheryl was doing consciously. Really, she just didn't flirt anymore - not since getting back from Silent Hill. It was hard enough for her to try to deal with people just on a comfortable level of normality; to have to elevate that to actively trying to pick someone up was pretty much out of the question. As it was, she was simply enjoying the conversation with Sid. She liked the guy. He was interesting and he was comfortable. She could talk to him about nothing important and that was fine; nothing more really seemed to be expected.

"Guess so?" She repeated as she raised her eyebrows at him. A small grin tugged at the corner of her lips as she cocked her head in consideration at him. "That's not going to work. I mean, you have to know that you're worth something, right? Any chick in this place'd be lucky to have a guy like you - and Cass is really lucky that she landed you finally." Her grin turned more teasing as she poked him lightly on the shoulder. "If you don't start believing that then I'm just going to have to keep repeating it to you until you catch on."

"Oh lucky you, then. I can't imagine being stuck like that without anyone coming to get me," she laughed faintly. Having smoked it down to the filter, she tossed her cigarette out into the snow but she simply stood and stared at it for a long moment as the thought that she probably could imagine it all too well banged around in her memory. A hospital wasn't exactly a mental ward, yea, but being confined and unable to move, to talk, to reach out to anyone was all the same, right? And there wasn't even hope of a friend coming to the rescue at the last minute...

Closing her eyes, Cheryl refused to give the thought much play. "At least you somehow managed to get out with your sanity intact, huh? Or at least some of it."

She did laugh when Sid agreed that the fantasy of having girls around all the time would be nice and she offered him a slight grin. "I don't know. In this place? The girl to boy ratio seems about fair if not a bit biased toward the male side. I'd say you have a pretty good chance." To his description of the men he'd seen around, she nodded and then shrugged. "I must be looking in all the wrong places, then? Not that there aren't some cute guys but..." She trailed off into silence with another shrug.

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[info]emo_underdog
2009-05-26 06:25 pm UTC (link)
Sid smirked when Cheryl said if it was her, he'd be a meal and maybe even a beer to the good. If it'd been her, maybe he wouldn't have gotten his arse beat by a bunch of girls to begin with; Cheryl looked like the type that could not only take care of herself, but would maybe even take pleasure in the process. Shit, that might be fun to watch, actually...

Cheryl's voice pulled Sid out of his own morbid and probably a little sick new fantasy of Cheryl, Michelle, and Cass having it out; fists flying and hair pulling. Screaming and kicking one another likely for his attention. No, definitely for his attention. He blinked and looked over at Cheryl, a little taken aback not only at having been surprised by her voice because he was so engrossed in his little fantasy. He gave her a small smile when she poked his shoulder. "If you say so. Somehow, I think Cass would disagree with you, though," he replied. And, with that, he could hear Cass in his head again. I'll love you forever, Sid. ...that's the problem. He pushed it away, though, and focused on the fact that they were back to talking about the more humorous bits of his life.

"Right, that would've really been bollocks," he agreed with her. The idea of having been stuck in that padded room staring uselessly out the tiny window on the door for any longer than he had been made his skin crawl. He shuddered and made a face. "Seriously bollocks," he tacked on for good measure before smirking slightly. "Some of it? Oi..." he warned jokingly.

While it was nice to hear Cheryl tell Sid that she thought he had a pretty good chance, in reality, he didn't care one way or the other. Not really, anyway. He was still holding to hope that he'd be getting out of this place sooner than later and he'd go back to looking for Cass, because she was what really mattered. She was the only thing that mattered, really. In his life, anyway.

"Guess so," he replied with a shrug to match Cheryl's own. "Though..." he went on thoughtfully, "to be fair, I've only met a couple of other men, so..." he let his voice trail off and he shrugged again as if to say, maybe I'm just mistaken.

Taking a deep breath, Sid let out a sigh and reached over to pull the window back down. "I think I'm gonna explore a little," he told her. "Thanks for joining me, yeah? Better when you're not smoking alone," he replied, starting toward the stairs.

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