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Kimberly Corman hearts nerds (cheatingdeath) wrote in vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-12-09 12:25:00

Day Thirty, afternoon
Who: Kimberly Corman, Connor Temple, and eventually Andy Gallagher and Elliot Reid
What: Gettin' some grub
When: Day 30, afternoon
Where: The Gym
Rating: PG-13?
Status: Active

This would be the first time Kimberly was willingly leaving the safe haven she and Connor had created in the library. Kimberly was anxious with worry. The fact that the last time she'd left, while it was through no control of her own, she and Connor had ended up in tanks, fighting for their lives and she'd lost the war was enough to deter her. It was cold as hell and Kimberly was freezing just thinking about leaving the barely-there warmth of their Safe Room just to venture into the main room again, never mind outside. But, Connor said there was food and Kimberly hadn't eaten in days. The one day she'd actually had food, the interaction between she, Connor, and Spencer had made her lose her appetite. By the time she'd gotten it back, it was too late.

Wrapping her arms around herself, Kimberly hung back from the door. "I really hope that the thrift store you keep talking about is on the way from here to the gym...I'm gonna freeze," she murmured quietly. Her heart was racing with that familiar panic of knowing she was about to do something that might end up being her last something. Hypothermia. Frost bite. Pneumonia. God she was so screwed...

"What would I have to do to get you to leave me here and bring things back to me?" she asked pathetically, giving him a weak, sheepish smile that said she was only half-joking. By the time Connor managed to bring anything back, even if it had been the theater instead, it would've been ice cold and barely worth eating, anyway, she figured.

There was really no getting out of going with Connor and she did want to spend more time with him. She just kept looking back at the clothes Connor was wearing - with perhaps a touch of jealousy or envy in her eyes - and wishing she'd been taken from someplace other than her bed. Tank top and pajama pants in the winter. Totally unfair.

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brain_ninja
2009-12-14 03:10 am UTC (link)

Andy gave Connor a look that read, I am not amused, Stegs, loud and clear. The last thing that Andy needed right then was a lecture on what a bad idea it was to do the one thing that he'd probably never get to do again, now, anyway. Like Elliot was going to still be interested in fucking in the back of the van after that, condoms from the pharmacy or not. "News flash, Stegs: chicks can get pregnant when you have sex with them in the real world, as well," he deadpanned just to point out to Connor how irritating that comment in particular was to him at that moment.

But when Connor nodded back to Elliot, Andy looked back at her and felt that proverbial punch in the gut all over again. If she'd stayed pregnant, then even when they got out, she'd have reason to keep him around. Now, just like before, she wouldn't. "She says she's not pregnant anymore. I'm trying to talk Doc Lex into talking Elliot into testing without actually mentioning the pregnancy thing. It makes me antsy not knowing for sure, you know?" he asked. "Not that, like, it'd be the end of the world if she was... I'd just prefer not to be blindsided by it again is all," he clarified. Then, he paused and looked back at Connor, the expression on his face - unbeknownst to him - that deer in headlights look. "I mean, you know, it'd suck for her to be pregnant here, I don't mean it'd be a good thing, mind. But, like, I'd rather know so I can make sure I'm taking extra care. You know? Like not letting her lift stuff and going out into the woods and trying to hunt for food or pick apples or something," he rambled. "Whatever, I figure she's probably right that she isn't pregnant, really, but...I'd just...rather know one way or the other, instead of thinking."

There was a short, awkward pause and then Andy opened his mouth to speak again. "So anyway, if you're so against sex in this place, what if ol' girl decides it's a good distraction? The way Elliot did? Or what if she suddenly finds you overwhelmingly irresistable?" he asked, only half-joking as he thought of the way Elliot had been acting when the Management had released the gases or pheromones or whatever they'd put into the air to make Elliot into a ragingly horny sex addict of some kind. Not that he'd minded at the time - or even now just reminiscing - of course. He looked back at Kimberly for a moment and then lolled his head slightly to look back at Connor, eyebrows raised. "You gonna turn her down? Because I'd pay to see you try," he replied sincerely.

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leconnortemple
2009-12-14 04:02 am UTC (link)

Connor was trying to laugh off the whole conversation. Because, in fairness, it sucked. Andy would be miserable if now, Elliott refused to let him touch her. Connor was miserable at the fact that they were talking this in depth about sex at all. And the girls were likely miserable because they knew the guys were talking about them. Really, it sucked all around. "Yeah, case you forgot, I'm the genius, I happen to know how human biology works, I was pretty much aware people could get pregnant on the other side." Yeah, it probably sounded a little smug, but it was basically Connor's cover. He had to have something to not make this sound like hell on earth, which for him it sort of was. "But I'm pretty sure they won't be mutated into evil creatures beyond our control back home." All he needed to do was stick his tongue out at Andy to complete the picture.

"But," he continued, trying to make his voice more reassuring than it had been, "I'm pretty sure she's still allowed to do most of the things she already does if she's pregnant. And you'll know soon enough. There's probably not a lot you can do about it right now, anyway. I mean, even if Lexie were to test her, she wouldn't have a lot to work with, not with the stuff they have here." And that right there was quite enough talk about the female anatomy, even if they hadn't gone into much detail. He was just going to move on and pretend he hadn't said a word.

Well. He would, but then there was that other question Andy had blurted out. Oh, hell. Would he? "I don't know, mate," he answered honestly, finding his eyes drifting, almost involuntarily, in Kimberly's direction. Was he attracted to her? Obviously. Had he liked snogging her? Well, clearly. But would he go that last step? It was so much to ask, so much pressure... But damn, would he actually be able to say no? "I really don't know. I... I think I'd try to. Maybe. It'd depend on the situation, I think." Like if he were upfront with her and she didn't get freaked out by the idea and things were hot and heavy and God, who was he kidding? They'd kissed twice, there was hardly any reason to be considering sex.

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brain_ninja
2009-12-14 04:28 am UTC (link)

In spite of the fact that Andy could tell Connor was trying to lighten the situation, he'd only made things worse. Andy stiffened and set his jaw at Connor's comment about mutated babies turning into evil creatures. His brows cocked once in defiance and he said nothing. If Elliot was lying to him or was wrong when she thought she was in the clear again, then Connor was insulting Andy's eventual offspring. Not cool, bro, he found himself thinking. "Sarcasm, Stegs, let me introduce you to it," he said, instead, in response to the first point Connor had made.

"And I know she's allowed, but she's malnourished just like the rest of us, so don't you think doing normal every day physical stuff would be that much more exhausting to her and, therefore, bad for the baby, if there was one? Just saying, man," he replied defiantly, tapping one finger on his temple. "Yeah, I'm aware of the lack of resources. Like I said, bro, I had a day and a half to mull it over and try to figure out how I was going to make this shit work if my meeting up with her hadn't been a figment of my imagination or a rendez-vous with some clone of her or something," he added, frowning.

Right, this conversation was going really badly and Andy didn't want to want to punch Connor in the face, but he was getting there. So when Connor seemed a bit taken off guard by his question, it was Andy's turn to feel smug. He watched Connor look over at Kimberly and Andy leaned back against the bleachers. And then Connor said he'd actually try to turn the girl down if she wanted to jump his bones and Andy's smug grin fell askew into a stupified expression. Are you secretly a fag and I'm talking to a wall right now? he wondered as he stared back at his friend. "Wow. If you can say no to that," he said, nodding toward Kimberly, "then I don't know if I should give you more or less credit than I already do, bro. Because I wouldn't be able to, if it was me." He paused and looked back at Connor, studying his face. ...and the smug grin returned. "You're totally picturing her naked right now, aren't you?" he laughed. Whether or not his friend had been doing just that, Andy didn't know, but he could almost see the cogs turning in Connor's head and if he hadn't been thinking about it before, Andy had just planted the seed. Good times.

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leconnortemple
2009-12-14 04:40 am UTC (link)

Connor was honestly tempted to just get up and leave, and maybe he should have done just that. Andy was obviously pissed, and in fairness, he didn't mean to be an arse about it. But he did make some fair points. There was no way to tell for sure if Elliott was really pregnant in this hell hole until she started showing for real. And even then, who knew if it wasn't just another trick being played on them? And as badly as Connor would feel if something was wrong with the baby when it came out, he didn't deny that it could happen. In this place? They could do or create anything and no one was able to stop them.

But then his mind had been yanked into another direction. "I already have," Connor admitted in a weak, pathetic little voice that had to clue Andy in to how completely uncomfortable Connor was. "When she got here, she was just wearing one of those little tank tops and flimsy pajama pants and... Mate, you'd have thought it, too, come on." Bundled up in a weird looking jacket and a rather hideous sweater actually helped make Kimberly less of a hormone magnet. Never mind that the pants still clung to her legs and to be honest, Kimberly had really great legs.

Swallowing hard, he shrugged his shoulders and turned away to meet Andy's gaze. "I'm not saying it's impossible or anything," he said carefully, trying not to trip over his tongue which would have been falling out of his mouth if this were one of those old Merry Melodies cartoons and he was Pepe Le Pew and Kimberly were the black cat with the paint. "I just think...that it's better to get to know someone first. To genuinely care for them." And to not have them be your first when you were in a near death scenario with them, but Connor kept that part to himself. Obviously. Some things even Leonardo didn't tell Michaelangelo.

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brain_ninja
2009-12-14 04:55 am UTC (link)

After all the talk of being able to say no to a gorgeous girl, Andy was taken by surprise once again when Connor admitted having already pictured Kimberly sans clothing. Though, he nodded in agreement with Connor; a get up like the one that his friend described sounded like it left little to the imagination. ...and then Andy's eyes got a far off look to them and he was picturing Elliot in the same outfit. In a pillow fight. With Kimberly.

Shaking his head, Andy looked back at Connor. "Hey, man, I can't even keep track of how many chicks in this place I've pictured naked anymore, so I'm sure as shit not gonna fault you for doing it to one," he laughed, holding his hands up defensively. His grin faded slightly when Connor went on with his ideals. "Yeah, I used to feel that way, too," he admitted, sounding a little nostalgic for those days when he'd held out waiting for Tracy to be ready at the same time he was. The chase had been fun, but by the time the two of them had finally done the deed, it had been perfect. In fact, in retrospect, Andy felt a little badly about not affording Elliot the same opportunity.

Letting out a sigh, Andy stretched his arms over his head and slumped slightly. He groaned and rested a hand lazily on his stomach. "Ugh, when did we start having deep conversation? What ever happened to coloring dinosaurs, playing tag, and fighting the evil Shredder?" he joked.

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leconnortemple
2009-12-14 05:07 am UTC (link)

Connor laughed under his breath, shaking his head. "Unfortunately, we grew up. Literally. In one damn day. That was cheap. I would've been cool with another few days of it." Being a little kid made things easier. No responsibilities. Just run around the gym like crazy and hope to hell Rose didn't let him get himself killed. How many times had he tried? Even at six, Chris had been lecturing him to be more careful. But he didn't know consequences of actions at only six. He didn't know how easy it was for people to die. And even now that he did, most of the time he still threw caution to the wind and did as he wanted.

"Course," he added playfully, "if I were still six, I wouldn't have met her in the first place. She needed someone who knew the place to look out for her. Even the Ninja Turtles couldn't have done it at six years old. They needed more time with Splinter first." Much better. Andy wasn't the only one who wasn't exactly enjoying the tone of serious conversation. Connor was never the type to sit back and enjoy a serious conversation, not one so personal. He could discuss the bone structure of an iguanadon for hours, but not his own personal life.

When he finally glanced back up, he gave a grin. "Seriously, don't worry about it. This place is probably just fucking with all of our heads. They're good at that." That last bit was added with a roll of his eyes. He was so over this place and the idiots running it.

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brain_ninja
2009-12-14 06:20 am UTC (link)

A weak smile tugged at the corners of Andy's mouth. Wasn't that shit the truth? If he'd still be in the childlike mindset when he woke up the next day, he'd have been pretty thoroughly traumatized, he'd wager. "Yeah, no kidding. I wouldn't have hated it. Shit, Elliot gave me a chocolate bar for breakfast and I actually had other Ninja Turtles to play with for a change. You know how friggen lame it is to play that shit solo?" he asked, raising his eyebrows and smirking slightly.

To Connor's added remark, Andy huffed a laugh and gave a facial shrug. "Hey, if I'd stayed six longer, Elliot might've had a heart attack. I think she felt kinda creepy, all things considered, when I was a kid," he said, trying to get in the amusing jab at the conversation he'd had with Elliot the day he'd gone back to normal without giving too much away and embarrassing her unnecessarily.

Feeling the need for some closure on the sex conversation, Andy sat up a little straighter. "One last thing and I'll leave it at that," he prefaced. "You're gonna find out that in this place, Stegs, you get close to people fast. And you'll also see how easy it is to fall into the illusion that you're in love with someone you barely know. So, if you're planning on waiting until it's someone you care about...be careful that you don't blur the lines between that and the illusion; it's very easy here," he warned sincerely. "And that said," he went on, stretching his arms over his head again and dropping them back to his sides, "I need to mellow. I'm gonna head back into the van and fire up Moby Dick. I'm gonna go ahead and assume you're not into that, but if you wanna come with, you're more than welcome," he offered.

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leconnortemple
2009-12-15 03:22 am UTC (link)

Connor had to laugh along, really, remembering being six in this stupid place. What did he care back then whether they were in a life or death scenario? The management hadn't harmed the kids, other than put them in scary new places with people they didn't know. They'd played, had fun, been carefree, and ate all the junkfood they could manage. As far as Connor had been concerned, it was close to perfect. Maybe Andy had been shagging a girl who suddenly thought she was a pedo, but Connor hadn't. Hell, he'd only been there one day when he and Chris found themselves in the gym, waking up as strangers all over again. He'd have been perfectly content to stay that little. No stress, no pressure.

But another glance in Kimberly's direction brought a smile to his face. Which right there told him that being six would've been boring after a while. After all, at six, girls had cooties. Everyone knew that.

A part of him was tempted to tag along after Andy. Connor had never been a drug doer, despite what the young punk appearance might lead some to think. He was a thinker, and had always valued a clear mind. Which was the reason he smiled and shook his head. He needed a clear mind in this place, especially if he was being entrusted with protecting Kimberly. "No thanks, mate," he answered with a shrug. "There's still pizza I haven't touched and I'm sure I could drown myself in mashed potatoes and gravy before the night ends." Getting to his feet, he nodded towards the table but gave Andy a grin. "Seriously, though. Be careful out there. This? Probably the calm before the storm. You know. Again."

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brain_ninja
2009-12-16 04:24 am UTC (link)

Nodding, Andy had figured that Connor would decline his offer. Andy hadn't specified whether he was asking for company or a smoking buddy, so it was only fair for Connor to assume, he thought, based on what he had said. "Fair enough," he replied. "If you change your mind, I'm only parked outside. Promise not to peer pressure you to join in," he only half-joking. There was never any intention on Andy's end to push his recreational habits on others around him, but he didn't hate company when he was stoned. Or anytime, really.

Connor stood and Andy watched him nod toward the table with a grin before the more serious sentiment he imparted. "Yeah, you're talking to someone who's been here for what seems like a year. Believe me I know about calm before the storm. The earthquake was the best example, I think. Right before it, the day was beautiful, everybody was chill. Shit, Sam and I were goofing off earlier the day before and it was like..." his voice trailed off and he shrugged. He'd nearly forgotten about the Asian guy hanging from the clocktower like Lily until just then. "Anyway, yeah, I know," he said. "You too."

At that, Andy got to his feet as well, gave Elliot a nod toward the door to let her know where he was going to be once he caught her eye, and started away from the bleachers. Giving Connor a clap on the shoulder as he went, he tipped his chin at his friend. "You know where to find me, man," he said as a departing offer before heading toward the door and out of the building.

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