Tweak

InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "I'm a time bomb, baby"

Username: 
Password:    
Remember Me
  • Create Account
  • IJ Login
  • OpenID Login
Search by : 
  • View
    • Create Account
    • IJ Login
    • OpenID Login
  • Journal
    • Post
    • Edit Entries
    • Customize Journal
    • Comment Settings
    • Recent Comments
    • Manage Tags
  • Account
    • Manage Account
    • Viewing Options
    • Manage Profile
    • Manage Notifications
    • Manage Pictures
    • Manage Schools
    • Account Status
  • Friends
    • Edit Friends
    • Edit Custom Groups
    • Friends Filter
    • Nudge Friends
    • Invite
    • Create RSS Feed
  • Asylums
    • Post
    • Asylum Invitations
    • Manage Asylums
    • Create Asylum
  • Site
    • Support
    • Upgrade Account
    • FAQs
    • Search By Location
    • Search By Interest
    • Search Randomly

Dr. Spencer Reid ([info]awkwardgenius) wrote in [info]vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-10-17 00:43:00

Previous Entry  Add to memories!  Tell a Friend!  Next Entry
Entry tags:!active, day 27, kimberly corman, location: library, spencer reid

Who: Dr. Spencer Reid, and OTA.
What: Reid continues to explore after arriving in Vas.
Where: The Library.
When: Day 27, early morning.
Rating: PG.
Status: Active.



It only felt like a few hours had passed since he'd arrived, though in actuality it had probably been around twenty. Eighteen hours and twenty-three minutes, to be exact, he noted, studying the face of his watch, which he had synched up with the clocktower. The lack of darkness made it hard to gauge the time, and Reid had a feeling he was supposed to be tired, though the adrenaline of waking up in this strange place and everything else he had experienced over the past near-day was enough to keep him awake.

He had rested for a while, though he hadn't slept. He couldn't sleep, knowing that he had been, apparently, kidnapped and brought to a deserted town in the middle of an unknown location by people who enjoyed torturing and experimenting on their captives. Rest was as good as it got, for now.

His stomach hurt painfully from lack of food, though again, adrenaline that didn't seem to be wearing off was taking care of that. He had tried to ration the water, keeping it in the survival kit strapped around his shoulder. If, well, whoever had brought him here had left him a survival kit, his profiling skills led him to believe that they obviously thought of themselves as 'god' figures, having power over life and death, suffering and comfort, mercy and ruthlessness. Despite the nerves gnawing at the back of his mind, the alarm bells warning him that he was in danger, a part of him was dedicated to playing along with it - at least for now - and using that survival kit to his advantage. To survive. Though honestly, without real food, he wasn't too sure how long he would last, and he had no idea where he would obtain anything substantial to eat.

Eventually, he'd started to walk again, eidetic mind photographing the areas around him and trying to draw up a mental map of the town. His travels brought him to a large, crumbling building, greenery and trees and vines snaking their way into the dwelling from the outside, and his curiosity got the better of him as he approached and ducked into a low, dark entrance.

The building was strangely light inside, the roof cracked and broken in places, allowing the sunlight to stream through in thick rays. Reid's eyes widened a little at what he saw. It was like something out of Jurassic Park or a wild fantasy novel; the building was crumbling and deserted, and Mother Nature seemed to be attempting to reclaim the land that had once been stolen from her, trees and other greenery spreading throughout the interior. Stacks and shelves towered up all around in strict rows, forming aisles. There was a reading area in the middle, tables and chairs, some overturned, some broken, some just mouldy. It was quiet obviously an old library.

With some awe and amazement, Reid reached out toward one of the shelves and pulled a book away from the others, two fingers tilting it to read the cover. Huh. He'd read this before, or rather his mother had read it to him, many years ago. He frowned for a moment; what had he been expecting, alien literature? He pushed the book back into the shelf, wiping his fingers on his sweater vest and stepping further into the library, looking around.

He had to wonder who had been here before, and why they had left. Ghost towns were relatively commonplace, especially in the States, but they had always interested him. They were just so eerie and curious. Reaching a hand up to brush his bangs back behind one ear, he delved further into the library, curiousity and awe distracting him from his tiredness and hunger, at least for now.



(Post a new comment)


[info]cheatingdeath
2009-10-17 01:21 pm UTC (link)
How Kimberly had managed to fall asleep in spite of the lack of darkness at night was beyond her, except for maybe the fact that she had been so mentally exhausted and Connor had helped her make the office in the library feel safe enough that she'd be all right if she let herself drift off, even if it was just for a little bit. She was, these days, a light sleeper, though, and the sound of the floorboards outside her little safe haven creaking made her snap her eyes open, heart pounding already. Slowly, she got to her feet and, breath caught in her throat, looked around the room just to make sure that the sound was in fact from the other room and not her own.

Shaking and almost afraid of what she'd find, Kimberly made her way to the doorway of the office and peeked out. There was another person in the library...and he wasn't Connor. Her jaw set against the urge to gasp and she hung in the doorway for a moment as she watched him pick a book out of the bookshelf, look at it, and put it back.

After taking a deep breath and assuring herself that whoever he was, he was more curious about the surroundings in which he currently found himself to have come specifically to hurt her, Kimberly took a step out of the office. Her stance was awkward, uncomfortable, and defensive as she hugged herself and cleared her throat gently. "Um. Hi?" she asked, chewing her bottom lip and staying close to the office door in case she needed to run back inside and lock herself in. He didn't look dangerous, but then again wasn't that what they always said about serial killers? He seemed like such a normal, nice guy. That shit was all over the news whenever a new murderer made the papers. She wondered if Connor was still in the office - because in her panic, she hadn't thought to look for him - or, if he wasn't, where he was and whether he'd really be a hero and show up at the last second should she need him.

(Reply to this) (Thread)


[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-17 08:09 pm UTC (link)
Reid paused at the shelves again, staring up at them. A series of vines had wrapped themselves around the wooden stacks, spreading across the books and strangling them. Very Jurassic Park. Reid hadn't really been a huge fan of those movies; action-horror wasn't exactly his favourite genre, and the plot was a little strange, though reasonably well thought out. Maybe he would compare it to Jumanji instead; now, that had been a fun movie.

Something caught his eye, and he reached out to grab one of the books off the shelves, ignoring the way the mouldy damp cover pressed wetly against his hand. He'd been reading this book when he'd left to take his mother back to Vegas; it had been in his satchel on the plane, though he hadn't had the stomach or attention span to continue with it after everything that had happened. Still awed, he gingerly eased the book open and began to flick carefully through the mouldy pages, ignoring the stench and suddenly realizing that touching mould probably wasn't a great idea. He would find somewhere to wash his hands after, and until then he would just have to make a conscious effort not to bite his nails.

He was so absorbed in the book that he didn't hear anyone moving around until Kimberly opened her mouth and spoke. The voice startled him and he literally jumped, the book dropping from his hands and slamming into the floor by his feet, the sound echoing. His head snapped up and he stared with wide eyes, deer in headlights. He quickly located the girl and froze in the middle of the library. She didn't look like much of a threat, and his mind quickly caught onto her fear and awkwardness given the way she was standing and the fact that she was hiding in the doorway. He relaxed a little.

"Um, sorry, I, I was just..." He motioned to the stacks beside him awkwardly before wiping his hands on his pants legs, smudging them a little with dirt. "I was just... looking around."

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]cheatingdeath
2009-10-18 04:07 am UTC (link)
The man visibly startled and Kimberly started herself when the book he'd been holding hit the floor with a heavy thud. Obviously he wasn't here to hurt her, at least not intentionally; he didn't seem to have realized she was there at all. He seemed, in fact, to have thought he was in the building alone. That having been established in her mind, Kimberly moved into the room a little further and out from under the shadow the tree in the middle of the room was casting in her direction.

"It's fine," she replied, giving him a small apologetic smile. "I just heard this place was pretty much abandoned completely, so hearing someone come in and not call out for me kinda put me in freak mode. You're fine," she explained.

Tentatively, Kimberly moved toward him again and then stopped. She should wait. Now she was totally under the tree and she'd have to hope like hell no branches fell off. She shouldn't tempt it, she thought, by moving too much on the slightly rotted floorboards that surrounded its base. If he wanted to do introductions, he could start them and she'd happily comply by offering her own name, but she was not having a repeat performance with this guy. Her introduction with Connor had included her having gotten her sock stuck on a nail, tripping, and falling into him when she'd only just met him. Yeah, no, she wasn't going to do that again. At least, not willingly.

The smell of the mold from the books made Kimberly's nose wrinkle in distaste. Had it smelled that bad when she and Connor had first shown up? She didn't remember it being so strong. Then again, she and Connor hadn't actually taken anything off the shelves in this main room, nor had either of them cracked open any of the books the way this guy had. That in mind, Kimberly decided she could suck it up because eventually the smell would fade. "Are you a new guy...or have you been here a while?" she asked. Kimberly had no idea how to gauge this when it came to meeting people. She'd only met four so far and two of them had woken up with her. Once a social butterfly, Kimberly had been a shut-in for a bit and she was still trying to adjust to meeting new people. Mainly because the last time she'd met a load of new people, they'd all died horrible deaths and she still blamed herself for each and every one.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-18 04:37 am UTC (link)
Reid watched her move forward, hanging back by the stacks. She seemed afraid, perhaps even surprised he was here. That didn't stun him though; this seemed like the kind of place people wouldn't come to often.

"Um, yes, yes, I just woke up here," How many? "about eighteen hours ago?"

Reid watched her stop under the tree and watch him. He was trained to read emotions, to sense what people were thinking, feeling... He understood human psychology, he could read body language down to the tiniest detail. He could pretty much smell the waves of fear coming off of her, and he frowned seriously, taking a step forward.

"Hey, um... it's okay, I'm not - I'm not going to hurt you." He took another step forward. "My name's Spencer Reid, I'm from the FBI. Who, uh, where did you come from?"

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]cheatingdeath
2009-10-18 12:46 pm UTC (link)
Only eighteen hours? Kimberly tucked her hair behind her ears and shifted her weight. "God, you really are a newbie, huh?" she asked with a ghost of a smile. "That kind of makes me feel a little better knowing I'm not the newest person in the place, I'll admit," she replied.

For a moment, he seemed to just be watching her. Kimberly wondered if he was sizing her up, checking her out, or waiting for an opportune moment for...something. She didn't want to think what that something could possibly be. Hesitating, Kimberly considered taking a step back and going back into the office. Being watched that way was unsettling, because she couldn't decide whether he was curious, analytical, or scheming.

Kimberly's breath caught in her throat when he took a step forward, but then he spoke and his words were slightly calming. FBI? Cop. Like Thomas. Kimberly let out the breath she didn't realize she'd been holding and stared back at him. Since he'd given his name, she'd give hers. "Kimberly Corman," she offered. "I'm from White Plains, New York." She paused and wet her lips. "You?" she asked. Part of her wanted badly to ask him what year it was, but she'd wait, for now.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-18 08:58 pm UTC (link)
Although her words seemed selfish as she declared how happy she was that she wasn't the newest person there anymore, there wasn't any spite behind her voice, and she didn't seem to take any pleasure in the idea of there being additional people here. She seemed to visibly relax when he mentioned the FBI, which was a good thing. He was still a little wary about telling people he was with the bureau; he had no idea who here was a law abiding citizen who would be comforted by that, and who might be the opposite. Still, Kimberly didn't seem like a criminal, judging by her looks, her attitude, and the way she was acting. He felt safe enough telling her who he was.

"I'm, well, I work in Quantico, Virginia, and I think I spend more time at work than I do at my apartment, so." He offered a nervous, slightly awkward laugh, fingers twisting together subconsciously in front of him. "So, about... um, I guess four hours from you?"

It felt weird knowing this girl was from so close to him, probably because the only other people he'd met had been Cajun, English, and - judging by the accent - from somewhere in California. He wondered for a moment how many other people were being held here against their will, and whereabouts in the world they were from. Whoever was keeping them here, they obviously knew no boundaries when it came to their kidnappings, which unnerved him a little. Unless the Cajun and English men were actually in America when they had been taken, which made a little more sense and calmed his nerves a little.

Crossing his arms stiffly over his chest, Reid took another step toward her, moving slowly so as not to startle her. She seemed terrified, and it made his stomach ache, thinking about what here could've made her this frightened in such a short space of time, if she was such a 'newbie' too. Though, statistically, the idea of being kidnapped and held somewhere against your will could be just as shocking and jarring as torture itself, emotional or physical. That in itself could be the explanation.

"So... how long have you been here?" he asked curiously, wondering if he could get some answers to some questions he had out of the girl. He was good at speaking to emotionally unsettled individuals, and was talking in a quiet yet chipper voice, friendly and not threatening. He uncrossed his arms, trying to appear more open and less stiff.

As he got closer to her, step after step, he couldn't help but stare at her face. Wow, she looked... actually, a lot like JJ. A lot like JJ. It was oddly comforting, despite the girls nerves, to see a face that was reasonably familiar.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]leconnortemple
2009-10-19 04:27 am UTC (link)
Connor realized too late that he should have woken Kimberly to let her know he was stepping out. Again, common sense not being his big thing. He'd been halfway to the gas station before he realized that as anxious as she was, he should have said something. But she looked peaceful for once, and he didn't want to bother her, so he'd slipped out to stock up on things they were bound to need. He was carrying a bag he'd found at the store, filled with a couple of days worth of rations, some water bottles, and even a bottle of wine. Because why the heck not, really? Hopefully, Kimberly would at least forgive him for sneaking off if he had a halfway decent wine with him when he got back, right?

Maybe not. Especially when he returned to find her getting all cozy with some guy who...well, who actually looked like he could be Connor's long lost cousin. Hell, even Connor dressed better. And that was saying something. Stephen would have a field day meeting this guy. Which he could worry more about later. Who was this bloke and what was he doing with Kimberly? And was that a flicker of jealousy he detected? No, of course not. That'd just be lame.

"Alright then, Kimberly?" he asked, stepping more fully into the library, trying to assess the situation from far away. She didn't seem terrified, the way she'd been when he'd first met her, or when she got panicked over something. But she also wasn't displaying complete comfort, either. Those little bits and pieces he was starting to learn just from being with her so much. "Hi there," he offered to the not-so-suave man standing there. Again, a bit jealous. "I'm Connor. You are...?" In the place he'd worked his arse off on to make Kimberly feel safe was what he was. Huh.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]cheatingdeath
2009-10-20 01:54 am UTC (link)
Quantico. Right, Kimberly had heard of that on cop shows and movies, but she'd never really met anyone from there. She nodded and gave him a weak smile in return. "I used to be like that in college. Spent more time in the labs than my dorm room," she empathized. When he surmised that he was from only a few hours from her, Kimberly nodded. "Yeah, I dunno...four or five? It's seven to Baltimore, give or take, for what it's worth...I don't know, really, where Quantico is by comparison except north...ish," she replied.

When Spencer took another step forward, Kimberly's body jerked into a stiff, tense position. She didn't want to be rude, but she was torn because she didn't want him coming any closer. It wasn't that he seemed threatening, but she didn't want... Well. The last thing she needed was for him, not knowing just how close to Death's doorstep she was daily, to unintentionally set off some chain reaction. Trip on an upraised root and grab onto the bookshelf, knock the books over and the shelf comes with it; bury her alive in a sea of moldy pages and warped wood all because he took one step too close. Kimberly shuddered and shifted her weight in an effort to keep from hurting his feelings by moving away again.

"Uh...a couple of days or something? I don't know, it kinda blurs together," she admitted. When Spencer uncrossed his arms, Kimberly tried to relax again, reminding herself that not everyone was out to get her just because Death itself was. "Where'd you wake up? Besides the woods...I mean, unless that was just me and my group...I don't...really know how it works..." she said softly, giving a weak, sheepish smile.

Connor's voice caught Kimberly's attention and she looked up at him with something akin to relief in her eyes. There might have been a twinge of where the hell were you?! there, but she certainly wasn't going to say it. Who was she to begrudge Connor a little time to himself? "Hey," she said with a bit of a more relaxed smile. It wasn't much more relaxed as she was still on edge, but she did feel much better knowing she wasn't entirely alone with the new guy. Because, really...even if she didn't like the idea of Connor interfering with Death's design on her behalf, it was kind of comforting to know that he probably would anyway, even if he said he wouldn't.

There was a hint of something in Connor's voice Kimberly couldn't quite work out, so she just watched, her eyes moving slowly back and forth between Connor and Spencer. Her eyes rested on Spencer, curious as to what his reaction to the tone would be...if he even picked it up. Maybe she could get a better read on Connor based on Spencer's reaction. Was worth a try anyway, she thought.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-21 01:26 am UTC (link)
Startled, Reid turned sharply as he heard another voice in the library. His heart jumped as he nearly tripped over his own feet, one hand shooting to his belt where his Glock 22 was usually holstered, fingers grasping thin air. It was an instinctive reaction; even when he didn't use his sidearm that often, when you were constantly putting yourself in life-threatening situations, grabbing your gun was the first thing you'd do when something startled you.

Reid wasn't sure whether the man who entered was a threat or not, though judging by how much Kimberly visibly relaxed, he was probably one of the other prisoners. His accent was painfully thick, southern to mid-country English. He was starting to become a little concerned about the location of this glass prison, given that two of the five people he had met so far were British. Could he really have been kidnapped and taken across the ocean...? Or was it a coincidence?

"I... I'm, I'm Doctor Spencer Reid," he replied, turning more to face the man, Connor, who had just entered the library. He lifted one hand, fingers wiggling ever so slightly in an uncertain wave. "I'm from the FBI, the Behavioural Analysis Unit, I'm, uh... new here?"

He had picked up the tone in Connor's voice, and it unnerved him a little. It was a tone he'd heard in the voice of many unsubs over the years, an unsure, jealous, perhaps even angry tone. He swallowed thickly, waiting for a response, waiting to see what the man would say to that. If he perceived Reid as a threat, he was more than willing to try and talk him down.

"I, I was just talking to Kimberly, about where we're from?"

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]leconnortemple
2009-10-21 01:35 am UTC (link)
Connor surveyed the situation carefully. Kimberly didn't look as if she were in any immediate danger. Though the newcomer had reached for what Connor could only assume was a gun, he didn't have one on him. He was just as devoid of weapons as the rest of them. Of course, that didn't mean he didn't have other powers. Really, was it fair of this Management to put them in a situation where so many of them didn't have any sort of power and others did? He didn't think so.

But that wasn't his concern at the moment. Connor wasn't always the best judge of character. Caroline had been proof enough of that. But the guy looked perfectly harmless. Practically had tripped over his own feet when Connor had arrived. So really? Who was he to say anything? Instead, he offered a slight smile, dropping off the goods he'd picked up near the office before approaching the duo. He arrived at Kimberly's side, hoping his presence might calm her down a bit more. At least, it might if she didn't smack him for having left in the first place. "Well, pleasure to meet you, such as it is," he offered to Spencer. "Guessing you're both American, then. I'm from London...if it's not obvious," he added with a little grin.

New. Ugh. How many more were they going to bring in? "So... Kimberly filled you in yet on just how royally screwed we are?" And, in typical Connor fashion, he tilted a slight grin despite how awful the very thought was.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]cheatingdeath
2009-10-21 01:49 am UTC (link)
Kimberly gasped at the way Spencer seemed to instinctively reach back for what she could only assume was some sort of weapon. Probably a gun, if he was with the FBI. Her whole body tensed and her eyes widened. In fact, she only relaxed a little more when she could clearly see that the gun, or whatever, was missing in action and Connor hadn't seemed to panic in response.

As Spencer introduced himself to her roommate, Kimberly raised her eyebrows. He was telling Connor an awful lot more about himself than he'd told her. Did he see Connor as a threat? Really? It was Connor, for Christ's sake. And that was when it dawned on her what the tone in Connor's voice had been before. ...and she wrinkled her nose as she blushed. Connor felt like Spencer was invading his territory. So either it was the library itself, or...Kimberly was his territory. Either way, it was kind of endearing.

Then, as if on cue, Connor moved to be by Kimberly's side as he addressed the newcomer and Kimberly decided that it was probably her that he saw as his territory. To be fair, he was responsible for keeping her alive and that was a big thing to rest on someone's shoulders. So, it was okay, she supposed if he got a little predatory. It was kind of cute, anyway...and it was almost as amusing to watch how carefully Spencer was treading when he wasn't even doing anything wrong.

Connor said he was from London and Kimberly made a mental note of it. She couldn't remember for sure, but she didn't think that he'd ever said, really. "We're actually even from the same section of the country...ish," she spoke up, giving Connor a small smile. Then, she looked back at Spencer. "Uh...oh yeah. This place is a giant death trap," she deadpanned. Mainly because, well, she was serious.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-21 02:41 am UTC (link)
Reid nodded at them both. At about the same time as Kimberly, he had drawn from the British man that he was extremely territorial, gathering from the jealous and standoffish hint to his words and stance, and the way his hands were stiff at his sides. Also, he was either protective or untrusting, given that he immediately moved to Kimberly's side. These were little things Reid was picking up on, and he swallowed thickly, offering a broad yet modest, nervous smile.

"Huh, London," he said with interested he didn't need to fake, trying to release some of the tension in the air by appearing friendly, very unthreatening. "I've, I've always wanted to visit London. Well, all of Britain actually, but London in particular. To see all of the museums, the Houses of Parliament? Did you know that there are over three miles worth of passages in the Houses of Parliament? I've always been fascinated by it, I did want to tour Parliament a few years ago, but uh, they don't allow overseas visitors in many areas of the building."

He was rambling. He closed his mouth and cleared his throat, eyes flickering down to the floor before lifting back to Connor's and Kimberly's for just a moment. There was a note in Kimberly's voice when she said the word 'death trap' that caught Reid's attention, and he frowned at her mildly. There was something about the word 'death', or the concept of death, that didn't sit right with her. He wondered for a moment if she was religious, or whether she had been tortured in some way since being here, maybe had a narrow brush with death or had been threatened with death in some way.

"Yeah," he said slowly, sliding both hands into his pockets. His stomach was strained, threatening to growl loudly with hunger, and he winced a little at the pain. "I'm, uh. I'm trying to cast a blind eye to the fact that I've been here almost eighteen hours and the sun hasn't set yet. Or moved at all." That was one thing he hadn't been able to explain, unless the sky was artificial.

(Reply to this) (Parent)


[info]leconnortemple
2009-10-22 02:02 am UTC (link)
Connor would've gotten a good laugh in if he'd known they were both declaring him territorial. In his mind, it was more being protective. Which in retrospect, could be viewed as the same thing. But he'd put himself in charge of protecting Kimberly's life, literally, and a stranger finding himself in the safe haven he'd worked hard to make for her was a bit of a shock was all. If she was safe, he was fine with whoever she talked to. At least, he was pretty sure he was. Well, maybe. Why couldn't she have ended up with someone cool at least? He was used to losing out to them. But to guys who knew as much about Parliament as...well, he did? Really?

"If you told them you were with the FBI you'd probably be alright," he amended with a shrug. "If we actually make it out of here in one piece, I'll try and put in some calls if you want." Yes, Connor's career was high up. Sure, he wasn't, but Cutter had been. Maybe Lester would give him a hand if he asked. Or Jenny, she was always nice to him. And they'd have missed him, at least he hoped they would. Did. However time was working down there. Of course, he'd also said 'if' for a reason. There was no guessing for sure if any of them would live to see the other side again.

Which brought him back to Kimberly's warning to this Spencer Reid. Death trap, indeed. "People have died here," he pointed out to both of them. "I've a theory that we're outside of time. This one," he mentioned with a wry smile, nodding over to Kimberly, "doesn't believe me half the time, I'm sure of it. But these people... I'm not even sure we're on Earth, to be honest. Soil's different. Plants are different. And yeah, the sun? Hasn't set in like, two days. We had days without sun before that. And zombies, by the way."

Yeah, he knew it was a lot of information to take in at once. And some of it he wasn't even sure Kimberly knew yet. But watching this place unfold was painful. If he could spare anyone any surprises from it, all the better. He'd be frank with anyone who asked. "Look, you've been here, what, almost all day? Welcome to starvation, torment, and mental anguish." Not Connor's typically cheerful self but then, who was their usual selves here? "Here..." He headed over to the door where he'd dropped off the bag from the petrol station. "Eat something," he told them, tossing over two of the ration meals. "We can pretend we're in the nineteen-forties and being forced to live off of whatever we can. It'll be just brilliant."

Was that sarcasm? In Connor Temple? Yeeeah, yeah it actually was.

(Reply to this) (Thread)


[info]cheatingdeath
2009-10-24 03:33 am UTC (link)
Kimberly listened with feigned interest as Spencer and Connor had a back and forth about Parliament. She couldn't even remember what that was; maybe England's White House equivalent? She wasn't sure and didn't want to sound stupid if she asked. So as Spencer went on about having wanted to go there and Connor puffed out his proverbial feathers by making it sound as though he was in a position to pull strings for the other man - which impressed Kimberly, even if she couldn't remember what exactly Parliament was - she let her mind wander.

She let herself wonder what Shaina would say about her shacking up with some guy who probably spent his free time playing Dungeons and Dragons; how Shaina would poke fun of her and laugh at the position in which Kimberly found herself just then, because now there were two of them. Kimberly wondered what she might say in response. She'd only just met Spencer, but Connor already meant a lot to her. Then again, Shaina hadn't lived to go through everything Kimberly had; Shaina was about bondage and pot and having fun. Kimberly was now about hiding and cowering and staying alive. She wondered if she and Shaina would even be friends anymore.

When the conversation shifted, Kimberly's focus returned to the two men in the room. Spencer was saying that he was trying to turn a blind eye and Connor was sharing, again, more information with Spencer than he had with her up to this point. Kimberly couldn't decide if that just annoyed her or hurt her feelings. She decided, perhaps, it was maybe both. Shifting her weight uncomfortably from one foot to the other and looking over at Connor, Kimberly opened her mouth to ask why he hadn't said any of that up until now and maybe add in a little skeptical comment about zombies, but then he addressed Spencer again before she could make herself speak and her eyes moved back to the other man. She wanted to gauge his reaction...to see if it was anything like the one she was having secretly inside right then as Connor revealed bleak information she hadn't fully come to accept just yet.

She watched as Connor crossed the room and tossed something at her - as well as something at Spencer - and told them to eat something. His sarcastic remark stung slightly and Kimberly winced out of reflex. Had Connor been gone the whole morning bringing her things to eat and felt threatened by the presence of someone else; someone who Kimberly hadn't even invited in, but just hadn't had the desire to kick out?

Pursing her lips together, Kimberly bent carefully and set the ration down on the floor and then stood again. Her eyes were on Spencer. "Uh, it was nice to meet you," she said before her eyes flickered back to Connor. Pausing for a second, Kimberly just looked at him, confused and a little hurt by his attitude. Finally, she spoke again. "Thanks, hon, but...I'm not really hungry. I'm going back to the Safe Room," she told him. "You know where to find me."

With a nod to Spencer and a disappointed and stung look at Connor, Kimberly turned around, leaving the ration behind, and made her way back to the door leading to the office in which she'd woken. Whatever was going on with Connor, she didn't want to see it. It wasn't the Connor she knew and trusted and whatever his problem was, maybe it'd be easier to get over it if she wasn't there. Maybe it was a guy thing. As for Spencer, she hoped she'd see him around; she secretly appreciated the way he treated her with kid gloves before Connor had walked in. For whatever reason, he could tell that she was a constant proverbial deer in headlights and he didn't push himself on her; Kimberly liked that. But until they met again or until Connor decided to come back to the Safe Room, Kimberly disappeared into the office, closing the door gently behind her, and went back to the center of the room in which she sat carefully in the middle of the floor with her knees drawn up to her chest. Something had to give eventually. Someday, she'd feel at least marginally safe. ...wouldn't she?

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-24 08:38 pm UTC (link)
Acceptance. There it was, right there in Connor's voice, in his movements, in his thought patterns, everywhere. He caught one of the ration meals, barely though, his clumsy hands fumbling with it for a while before managing to keep it from dropping to the floor. He glanced over it for a while, raising one eyebrow. Pure, solid nutrients. Nothing particularly tasty. It was obviously for the purposes of keeping them alive and little more.

Reid turned his head sharply to the side when Kimberly addressed him again, opening his mouth to speak, but then just lifting one hand and waving loosely, closing his mouth and nodding with a weak smile. He watched her leave with some sadness. That was stage four, depression. His thin shoulders hung low as he sighed softly, looking back to Connor once she was out of sight.

"She's, um. She's not handling it very well, is she?" he asked, more concern and sadness in his voice than anything else. "She seems depressed." He looked at the rations in his hands again before crossing the room, pulling a chair out from one of the abandoned tables and placing the food on the flat surface. He didn't feel safe or comfortable enough to sit, but the adrenaline was wearing off and he was exhausted. He sank into a chair and leaned forward on the table, staring at the food rather than Connor. He was starving but he didn't have the stomach to eat.

"Kubler-Ross model," he said, more to Connor than himself. "It- it's more commonly known as the 'five stages of grief', during which a person suffering from tremendous shock or some form of loss experiences different emotional mindsets in order to deal with whatever it is they're being forced to face."

He looked up at Connor, nodding. "Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and then finally acceptance. Ross claimed that a person may not suffer from all five emotional states, though will usually experience at least two, and not always in that particular order."

He was quiet for a few moments before lowering his eyes. Connor had said something that had caught his attention, but he had almost been afraid to ask. "You said before that... that the soil's different?" He was no botonist by any stretch of the imagination, but apparently Connor seemed educated in that field. Unless he was just hazarding a guess.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]leconnortemple
2009-10-25 12:50 am UTC (link)
Connor watched Kimberly go, dread settling in the pit of his stomach. Clearly, he'd said or done something wrong. And Connor, being Connor, had little idea as to what. Maybe he should have told her all of the things he'd just announced to the pair of them, but when had there been time, really? Safety-proofing the room the pair now lived in had come first. And sure, various things had been discussed, but his goal had been to try and make her feel safe, not terrify her with horror stories of their new prison.

But now that they were settled and Spencer was there, too, he knew it needed to be said. So neither of them got to feeling too safe, too anything. You always needed to be on your guard around this place. Maybe his words had been too much for her to handle. Or maybe it was more the downer attitude he'd displayed. Dammit. He'd been so good at being cheerful, for her sake. Why had he let some newcomer ruin that?

He couldn't erase the hurt look on her face as he pulled the hat from his head and tossed it on the table, collapsing in a chair near Reid. He seemed an alright sort of guy. Probably would've gotten along just fine with he and Duncan and Tom back when those sorts of things had mattered. And it wasn't his fault that Connor had just put his proverbial foot in his proverbial mouth. Idiot. "No one deals well here," he admitted with a shrug, dropping his head into his hands. "She'll...be okay. I think. There's a lot more going on with her than just being here. No one's safe here and it keeps her on edge. We all sort of are, and you should be, too. There's something about these people that isn't right. They can mess with time, pull you back into your own timeline, into others, into different bodies, even. It's...I don't get it."

And for Connor Temple to admit he didn't get something? It was pretty bad.

"Yeah, the soil," he agreed a moment later, finally looking up at Reid. He seemed intelligent. He would know, wouldn't he? Or at least be able to grasp it? "Everything is different, really. No sign of wildlife, either, unless it's planted for one of their experiments."

Part of him couldn't erase the thought that he should go after Kimberly. But he'd wait. Let her have a few moments to herself and let him get his head clear. All he needed was to go in there and screw it up more.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-26 01:32 am UTC (link)
Reid could sense the tension in the room and sighed silently, looking down at the food. It wasn't exactly appetizing, even given his starved state. He was fairly convinced that shock was something to do with his lack of appetite, but he needed to eat something and keep his strength up if this place was as bad as they were saying.

"So you believe this town is located on a different planet?" he asked, frowning mildly at the comment. It was a possibility, but highly unlikely, unless they had been sucked into a comic book. He let his mind wander.

"Well, perhaps it's not a different planet, maybe this area is simply secluded? Segregated, I mean, like it's been blocked off, walled in... The sky could be artificial, the plants could be genetically engineered or simply foreign. I, I'm not really a botonist but can't the compound of soil be altered by man? By adding or removing certain nutrients?" He'd never studied it, but it made sense to him. Like adding or removing ingredients to change the taste, or altering medicines. "That way there would only be wildlife here if it was let in, like you said, if they planted it here."

He watched him for a while before clearing his throat as quietly as he could, twisting his hands together on the tabletop. "I'm... not sure about the timeline thing, unless again, they're placing you in walled off, segregated areas they have built up... but I suppose that wouldn't make sense if we both believed it was a different year. I, I last remember it being September of 2005."

He looked up at him, hoping the other man would say the same thing. If he didn't, well, then Reid was at a loss.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]leconnortemple
2009-10-27 01:51 am UTC (link)
Connor supposed it was possible they were on some island in the middle of nowhere. Somewhere rarely, if ever, studied. Even his mind, eager to absorb everything, hadn't read every article and every study. It was completely possible that there was land he hadn't read in a location he'd never heard of.

But he didn't really believe it. "Guess you'd give me the same lecture if I told you there were people here from other planets, huh?" This guy was a lot like Stephen. Unwilling to accept and more eager to fight to find something that made logical sense. It was almost like having the same conversation twice. Connor merely gave a slight smile and shrugged his shoulders. "There was one day a while back, a bunch of us were turned into the kid versions of ourselves." Pulling his journal out of its usual place in his back pocket, he nodded to the book before dropping it on the table. "You can read back and see. I drew a rather brilliant stegosaurus for a six year-old. Anyway, yeah. Two of the kids admitted to being witches, one's my best mate in this place. And two others? Other planets. One from a place called Vulcan, and another from Gallifrey. Neither one is from Earth and one finds it quite offensive if you call him an alien."

If that didn't give Reid his answer regarding the time, not much else would. Nothing except Connor giving a weak smile and shaking his head. "Sorry, mate. When I left? Spring of 2009." Though he wouldn't tell him all that he knew about Stephen, and probably wouldn't tell most, but he could admit to some things without being too suspicious. "One of my friends from home is here. I hadn't seen him in months before he arrived...but he got here about a week after I did. Any other theories?"

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-29 05:22 am UTC (link)
Reid reached out, taking the journal in thin hands and flipping it open, flicking the pages continuously as his sharp mind took in the words and images on each in bare seconds. His brow furrowed in concern as he read back. There were drugs, yes, hallucinagens that would make you believe anything someone told you, and if they told you that you were six years old, then that impression could definitely be imprinted into your mind. If someone else told you they were alien, you would believe them.

Although, the alien part wasn't something Reid wanted to debunk just yet. Honestly, he believed in extraterrestrial life - the idea that they were alone in the universe was even stranger to him than the concept of alien life. But it was a terrifying thought - if there were aliens here, real aliens, then whoever was holding them captive had to have known about them, and known how to overpower them.

That, or they could even be aliens themselves. Reid shook his head, blinking a few times. That was definitely a lot for even his mind to digest.

The date, though, made the young doctor's eyes fly open wide and he stared up at Connor in shock. "Two thousand and nine?" he repeated, dumbfounded. Where... where did those four years go?!

"I, I don't... I mean, I just..." He shook his head. If... if he'd been here somehow, in suspended animation, for four years... what had happened to the team? Had they replaced him? Did they presume him dead? Or was he already dead, and was this Hell? So many possibilites, and none of them made logical sense. His mind hurt, and he lifted his hands, rubbing his temples.

"I'm sorry," he murmured, closing his eyes. "It's just... it's a lot to deal with." He looked up, feigning a half-smile. "I, I'm still in the denial phase, I think. Maybe I'll skip over anger and go straight to bargaining."

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]leconnortemple
2009-11-04 03:23 pm UTC (link)
Connor hadn't even realized how much he'd come to accept being a part of this place until they'd started having this conversation. When had that happened, exactly? After the Kid Day when he saw the true power these people had? The previous day, when he'd become the poster child for Time Loops? God only knew. He didn't really want to think about it. Partially because part of him didn't want to be in this place and partially because his acceptance had challenged the fears Kimberly had and had scared her off. Not a comforting feeling.

Placing his elbows on the table, Connor dropped his head into his hands. "You'll come back to anger around here," he reassured. "When they present you with corpses of your dead friends or make zombie versions of them come after you or when they force you to relive some of your worst memories... You'll be angry then. Be in denial now. Trust me, I'm pretty sure it's better."

Because he was practically ashamed of himself for getting so damned comfortable. It just felt...wrong. "My theory is, you've been taken out of your time. It isn't 2009 for you back home, the world probably didn't go on moving without you. It's the only thing that makes any sense, though I haven't worked out how yet. Or the why, for that matter. Just the what."

(Reply to this) (Parent)



Home | Site Map | Manage Account | TOS | Privacy | Support | FAQs