stanley uris (stantheman) wrote in valloic, @ 2020-02-13 12:51:00 |
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Entry tags: | !: text message, ₴ inactive: bev marsh, ₴ inactive: bill denbrough, ₴ inactive: dan torrance, ₴ inactive: eddie kaspbrak, ₴ inactive: richie tozier |
Text Messages ➢ The Losers & Dan Torrance
✉️ I’m sorry about last night.
✉️ That was really not okay and it wasn’t fair of me.
✉️ I don’t know why I got like that but I’m going to work on getting better about how I handle things.
✉️ Thanks for staying with me. It really helped.
✉️ I know I don’t say it enough, but you’re my best friend. I hope you know that.
✉️ I’m going to look into seeing a therapist to develop better coping methods.
✉️ And to get on some meds without stealing Eddie’s.
✉️ Sorry things got so out of hand last night.
✉️ You’re probably the only one who gets why I get like that.
✉️ But that doesn’t mean it was at all okay.
✉️ I hope Richie didn’t get mad at you.
✉️ I’m going to try to work things out with Bill so probably best we call off our friend-date.
✉️ But you’re still really important to me. And I want you to know that.
✉️ I’m so sorry, Bill.
✉️ I was out of line last night and there’s no excuse for it.
✉️ I should never have thrown my feelings at you like that.
✉️ Especially not after throwing everything else at you.
✉️ And you’re not an idiot or a dumbass or anything like that and I shouldn’t have said that.
✉️ I’m really sorry and I hope you’ll forgive me.
✉️ Can we maybe talk about some stuff?
✉️ Sorry that I’m such a disaster person.
✉️ That was kind of a trainwreck.
✉️ I’m sorry you had to deal with it.
✉️ But I’m glad to have you as a friend.
✉️ And I really appreciate you looking after Bill.
✉️ You really are the best of us.
✉️ I want to start working on this.
✉️ If you still want to help me.
✉️ I’m kind of a mess and I want to be better for my friends.
✉️ And for me. I also want to be better for me.
✉️ And thank you, again, for offering to help. I really do appreciate it.